His teeth drag over my clit before he soothes it with his tongue. I moan and squirm beneath him, and he presses down on my lower belly, keeping me in place as he slips two fingers inside of me. I’m completely lost to the pleasure coiling tight inside of me.
He knows exactly which buttons to push, bending me to his will like my body is under his control. His mouth and fingers work together to drive me higher and higher until I’m nothing but a writhing, panting mess.
“Jax. Oh god. Fuck.”
Our eyes lock, and the erotic sight of him between my thighs makes my skin prickle.
“That’s it. Scream my name. Let the whole world know who you belong to.”
He sucks my clit into his mouth, and I shatter. Stars burst behind my eyelids, and I come on a strangled cry, my pussy clenching around his intrusion.
When the shockwaves subside, he crawls up my body and kisses me. I can taste myself on him, and I’m surprised to find I don’t hate it. My fingers tangle in his curls, and I tug when his hard length bumps against my sensitive clit.
He sweeps the hair away from my forehead. Instead of recoiling from the touch, I welcome it.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” he asks. “Maybe we should start small. I don't want to hurt you, and my piercings?—”
I press my lips to his, silencing any further questions. “I want my first time to be with you.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. I'm choosing you, Jax.”
He pulls out a condom from his nightstand and rolls it down his hard length.
I never knew that simple action could be so fucking hot.
“I'll be gentle, I promise, but it is going to hurt a little.”
I cradle his face in my palms, smoothing my thumbs along his cheeks. “It’s ok. I want this.”
He settles heavily between my thighs and slides the head of his cock through my wetness. My fists tangle in the sheets as he nudges at my entrance.
“Deep breath in, baby.” He pushes forward.
I slowly breathe out, instinctively tensing against the pain.
“That's my girl. Relax and let me in,” he murmurs as he pulls back and moves forward once more.
He kisses my temple. “One more time, Callie baby. Breathe for me.” He gives me one final thrust, and I feel a sharp pinch as he seats himself fully inside of me. His mouth drops open, and he moans. “Are you ok?”
I force myself to lie still, filled and stretched far more than I anticipated. “I'm fine.”
“One of these days I'm gonna fuck the fine right out of your pretty mouth,” he says gruffly. “I'll ask again. Are you ok?”
“It hurts a little. I think... I think I need you to move.”
“Was that so hard?”
I wiggle my hips and smirk. “Well... I mean…”
He groans. “Just talk to me. Tell me what you need, and I'll do everything in my power to give it to you. Butfine doesn’t cut it, Callie. Fine is what you say when you’re lying through your teeth, and I don’t want any lies between us. Not anymore.” He presses his forehead to mine and closes his eyes. “Your needs are important to me.Youare important to me.”
Hot tears sting my eyes as his words smooth over the rough edges of my tattered soul. Being with Jaxon feels like finally coming home. I’ve searched for this my entire life, never finding it—never quite feeling whole.
“Don’t cry,” he whispers. “Please don’t cry.”
I draw in a shaky breath. “Just move. I want to feel you.”
