Page 136 of Hers To Surrender


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Still, I know what an opportunity it is. Every Halford student knows the lore: the Caldwells, multi-generational venture capitalists with a portfolio that touches everything from tech to pharmaceuticals to luxury goods. Men who turned timing and intuition into empires, who turned the American market into their private chessboard. It’s the kind of connection that can change a life.

And yet, as Nathaniel’s hand finds the small of my back, guiding me through glass doors and into the main corridor, I can’t tell whether I’m more excited or terrified to be here.

Charles greets us near the boardroom—his presence commanding in a way that makes you instinctively stand a little straighter.

“Good morning,” he says, warmth threaded through authority, as if addressing two junior partners instead of his son and an uncertain intern. His handshake is firm, his eyes sharp.There’s pride there, but also appraisal, like a man assessing the early performance of a prototype he’s personally invested in.

Before I can find my footing, I’m ushered into a strategy meeting. A long table, coffee cups aligned like soldiers, the shuffling of papers. The conversation is already in motion—growth projections, equity stakes, something about restructuring a portfolio in emerging markets—and for a heartbeat I’m frozen, hyper-aware of my own inexperience.

But then someone poses a question about whether the slowdown in consumer demand should delay the firm’s entry, and instinct takes over.

“I don’t think waiting helps,” I hear myself say. “If anything, entering during a contraction lowers acquisition costs and lets you shape the market while competitors hesitate.”

There’s a pause, then a small hum of acknowledgment from the senior analyst across the table.

It feels good—too good. The nerves dissolve under the weight of focus, replaced by something sharp and electric. This is what I’ve spent years preparing for, to earn a place in rooms like this.

When I glance at Charles, he’s nodding. Nathaniel, on the other hand, wears the faintest trace of a smile—pride tempered with something more possessive, as though my success belongs partly to him.

By the time the meeting adjourns, my mind is humming, the adrenaline tapering into something steadier. I gather my notes, feigning calm, but inside I feel the faint thrum of belonging—dangerous in its sweetness, seductive in its promise.

I don’t know what this week will mean, or where it leads. But as I step out of the boardroom into the corridor of glass and light, the world feels just slightly different—tilted in my favor, for once—and that, I realize, is its own kind of power.

The next morning,the office feels less like foreign ground and more like a language I’m beginning to understand—the cadence of meetings, the soft exchanges in glass-walled rooms, the rhythm of footsteps against marble all just starting to make sense.

I spend the early hours assisting one of the senior associates with a pitch deck for an emerging tech fund, Nathaniel shadowing from across the table as though I am a project of his own. When the associate asks for my opinion—something about the positioning of a graph, the phrasing of a key point—I can feel Nathaniel’s gaze on me even before I speak. The associate’s nod of approval comes with a quiet “Nice catch,” but it’s the blatant pride on Nathaniel’s face that stays with me.

At lunch, I sit across from Charles Caldwell at a table tucked into the corner of a restaurant just off Bryant Park—one of those polished Midtown institutions where the waiters glide instead of walk, and everyone speaks in a hush that implies important things are being discussed. Nathaniel sits beside me, jacket off, sleeves rolled. He looks relaxed in a way I rarely see—his posture easy, his blue eyes clear.

Charles orders for the table without consulting a menu, and somehow it feels natural, not domineering. When our plates arrive, he turns to me with that same calm scrutiny he has in the boardroom.

“Good instincts this morning,” he remarks.

I blink, surprised. “Thank you, sir.”

He cuts into his steak, takes a deliberate bite, then continues, “Most people at your level don’t know when to speak up, or when not to. You do.”

It’s such a simple compliment, but it makes my pulse lift. “I try to read the room,” I say lightly.

Charles’s mouth twitches—amusement, maybe approval. “You’ll learn quickly. Halford tends to produce thinkers, not followers. With each encounter, I understand more and more why Nathaniel speaks so highly of you.”

I glance toward Nathaniel, who offers nothing more than a knowing smile over the rim of his glass.

The conversation turns, inevitably, toward the future. Charles brings up graduation once again, and when I reaffirm my plan to join Baxter, he tilts his head thoughtfully. “So you’re set on consulting, hmm?” he muses. “A good training ground, I suppose.”

“I thought so,” I say. “I wanted to build a solid foundation before deciding what comes next.”

He nods, then leans back in his chair, eyes sharpening. “If I might offer some advice,” he says, tone easy but deliberate. “Don’t build a foundation so deep you forget to climb. You have potential, Olivia. Don’t waste it by playing it safe.”

The words strike something deep inside me—a place between flattery and pressure. I manage a smile. “That’s very kind of you to say.”

“Kindness has nothing to do with it.” His tone softens as he lifts his glass toward me, a gesture of acknowledgment. “Maybe we’ll make a Caldwell of you yet.”

I laugh—because what else can I do?—but the line stays with me. I can feel Nathaniel watching me as I smile, and it’s almost too much, the double whammy of their attention.

Lunch winds down gradually, the conversation shifting to lighter topics. Charles mentions a trip to D.C., a recent investment, a friend’s retirement. He looks at Nathaniel then, a touch more personal.

“You might take the afternoon for yourself, son,” he says. “In fact, you should busy yourself in more productive ways for the rest of the week. There are other matters you could be tending to. Or perhaps, visit your mother—she misses you terribly when you’re away in Boston.”