No.
This wasnot part of the deal.
The deal was no lies for one night at Mayhem.
Feelingsweren’t included…
I didn’t anticipate this…
Tears sting my eyes as the realization sets in.
How could I let this happen? I didn’t want to.
I don’t think I want to, but how can I deny how good this feels… how good he makes me feel? Especially right now when he’s taking care of me, being gentle and reverent and… and lovely.
Everything Static is not but possibly everything Cedrick is.
“Shit,” I murmur by accident, and that pulls Cedrick back into the moment.
“What’s wrong?” he asks, painted brows pulling together. “Did I hurt you?”
I swallow and shake my head to clear the thoughts. Realizations are for later. Right now, this is what I want. I want this with Cedrick—Static—at Mayhem. The beginning of the end and the end of the beginning all wrapped up together.
This is how it was always meant to be, and I want it this way.
“No.”
“What’s that look for?”
I swallow thickly as I stare into his white eyes. No painful truths right now. Just physical ones.
I slowly let out a breath as I let a calm wash over me. “I want you to fuck me.”
“Oh, Jesus fuck, Madison.” Cedrick groans loudly as he drops his face into my neck.
When I feel the wetness of his tongue, I decide to beg.
“Please.”
And his answering intake of breath is how I know I’ve got him.
“Fuck, darlin’. You’re killin’ me.”
I smirk against his shoulder, feeling a fresh wave of confidence I’ve never felt before. It’s new and strange, but I revel in it because I don’t know how long it will last.
I stick out my tongue and let the wetness slide across the salty slope of Cedrick’s neck. He gasps and buries his face deeper, panting heavily before pulling back sharply, and I’m left cold as he moves his body off me.
I watch in fascination as he rips the sharp fake teeth from his real ones and tosses them to the side without a care in the world, and then, he’s ripping my boxers down my legs and spreading them wide before him. I’ve only been so exposed once before, but it still makes me hotter than ever before—especially when he puts his face right into my groin.
“Oh!”
His mouth licks up my dick to suck it into his mouth for a few long, hard pulls, but then, he pulls off and moves down to my balls, licking at them and then moving further down to where he just had his fingers.
I tense from head to toe, every muscle locking tight. “Ced?—”
“Shh, shh,” he purrs, the sound vibrating against my skin. “Just relax. You’ll love this.” And then, he’s shoving his face between my cheeks, and I feel his hot, wet tongue against my hole.
I gasp loudly, body bowing.
