“How fucking adorable.” Her fingers trailed across my flushed skin, brushing from my cheek all the way down to my stomach.
Her lips landed on mine, and her invigorating taste filled my mouth, distracting me from her pussy clamping around me. Not for long, but long enough to enjoy this little bit of her I had never experienced before.
FOUR
Teddy
Iwas stalling. Not for fear of the pain that was coming, but the possibility that I was pushing Suki too far and that whatever this could have been was already ruined. Did I take my chances and go for it, taking her knot and knowing I’d have that experience forever, or back away and build something with her first?
Decisions, decisions.
It was too late already, wasn’t it? If I backed out now, she’d think I wasn’t interested. At least, that’s how I would feel. And if she vanished, I would stalk her for eternity anyway, so did it really matter?
Decision made.
I would do what I came here to do, consequences be damned. Suki’s knot would be mine, and I would cherish this moment forever, with or without her by my side.
I didn’t know where these lovey-dovey feelings were coming from, but I felt seen for the first time. Suki, an Alpha, didn’t look at me with disgust when I gave her my proposition. Instead, she welcomed it without hesitation. There was something about her that was different, which sounded cheesy, and I would typicallylaugh at myself for suggesting it, but it wasn’t something I could describe. It was simply her. She was it, the person I connected with despite our little—and drug induced—time together.
The tears slowly streamed from her eyes, her pheromones screaming out at me to take her. If I was an Omega, I’d be done for. She’d be untied, and I’d be knotted and loving it. I felt that need to my core, but I had enough sense to keep her tied up for now.
But maybe…
More pain meant more pleasure, right?
If she were any other Alpha, I knew what would happen. Rut would drive her, and she’d take me. End of story. But Suki had more of a calming control than others, and I didn’t want to risk being teased forever like I had done to her.
Maybe another time, but that wasn’t the pain I wanted right now.
Without a word, I made sure we were well lubricated and met Suki’s dark eyes.
I sunk lower and lower and lower, never taking my eyes off of hers. In seconds, I was right back to where I was, the pressure on the edge of pain but not quite there. But I knew what was coming, and the thought of it made me wetter. Adjusting my legs, I widened my stance, took a deep breath, and dropped my hips, letting the weight of my body do the work for me.
I gasped when her knot slid in, shoving past all the tight muscles and finding its place inside of me.
“Fuck me,” I cried out, and Suki groaned, something akin to a possessive growl. I committed it to memory and knew that sound would always make my legs weak and my heart flutter.
My eyes grew wide, and tears pricked at the corners, demanding to be set free. My head fell forward, and the tears dropped, landing on Suki’s sternum.
I couldn’t move. Every inch of me was frozen as Suki’s knot grew and grew some more. By the time it was done, I was screaming and sobbing, not from pain alone, but sheer pleasure rushing through me alongside it. My fingers dug into the bedding as I cried and panted, collapsing against her chest with a twinge as the knot pulled with my movement.
That had never happened before, but the emotions this brought on, having a real person to experience this with… it wasn’t like the practice runs. Those were near clinical, an urgent training to ensure I was ready, but here with Suki, it was real and oh so delightful.
“Are you okay?” Suki whispered against the top of my head. The rest of her body remained perfectly still, allowing mine to get used to the stretch without risk of more damage.
“Yeah,” I squeaked out as my lips grew into a bright smile despite the tears that still fell. “I’m perfect actually.”
“Then let me go.”
“What?” My torso lifted of its own accord, and I hissed as the angle of her cock changed inside of me. I was full, so full, but her words wafted away the euphoria.
She couldn’t leave now even if she wanted to. We were stuck together until her knot deflated. If she yanked herself out… I cringed at the thought. Neither of us would come out well on the other end if she tried that.
“Untie me.” She jangled the restraints above her. Her voice was deep, slightly demanding, but there was no command in it.
“Are you going to run if I do?” I kept my face neutral with an edge of saddened curiosity as I stared down at her. I already decided to let Suki run in the end, even though I would follow her for eternity, her own personal stalker, but I wanted to know what she was thinking.
Suki shook her head, and I kept the relieved sigh to myself.
