Without thinking, I push forward and mesh my lips to his. I fully expect him to push me away and turn me down, until he forces his tongue inside my mouth and kisses me back. I wrap my arms around his neck, holding him close, needing him to make me forget. I just want to focus on how he can make me feel and not think about anything else. I want him to replace the misery and despair inside me and replace it with him. I want him to consume me, force my focus to remain on him and only him.
He grips my waist and lifts me out of my seat so I’m straddling his lap. My ass presses into the horn, making me jerk forward which just causes me to grind down on his hard length. He groans into my mouth which just sends liquid pooling between my thighs. Thanks to him being in such a bad mood after we left the gym, we’re both still in the same clothes. I run my fingers through his hair, loving the feeling of the strands. He bites down on my lower lip, making me whimper.
When he releases me, I draw back and stare down at him panting. Now that the spell of the kiss is broken, I wait for him to shove me off his lap. Instead, he yanks the front of my sports bra down, then sucks my nipple into his mouth. I arch my back forward as a scream tears out of me. Pleasure rolls through me and doesn’t stop until it reaches my pussy.
Xaden growls in annoyance, then grips the front of my bra and tears it down the middle, making me gasp. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me in closer as he switches sides and I cry out again. We’re in a parking lot and anyone could see us but I don’t care. I fucking need this, I need the blissed out state of mind only he can give me. He scrapes his teeth along my nipple,making me pant. When he reaches between our bodies and cups my pussy, I jerk in response.
He rubs me through the thin fabric of my shorts, my body responding on its own accord. I begin to grind against his fingers, chasing that feeling of pleasure. He releases my nipple with a wet pop and looks up at me with a dark hunger in his eyes.
“That’s it, Tink, show me how much you want me.” His words are like a match, they set the fire inside me ablaze. I reach for the hem of his shirt and lift it, forcing him to stop stroking my clit so I can strip him down and feel the heat of his flesh against mine. The second it’s off, I toss it to the side and his fingers are back to circling my sensitive pussy.
“Xaden,” I moan as I feel my arousal begin to soak through my panties and shorts. I gasp loudly when he grips the front of my shorts with both hands and rips a hole in the center of them. I want to snap at him but when he pushes my panties to the side and glides a finger over my opening, I go silent as a tremor of pleasure rolls through me. I drop my head back and moan when he pushes a finger inside me.
It’s sore and tender, but with how turned on I am I don’t give a fuck. I’ll deal with the pain later, because right now, I just need to keep his hands on me and make me feel alive.
“Fuck, Tink. You’re soaked.” I loll my head forward and peer down at him through glazed eyes and nod. An evil smirk graces his beautiful face, he looks triumphant and proud that he’s got me in a frenzy. “Look at the good little princess of Somerset, in the parking lot, riding the devil of Stormsend’s finger like a naughty girl.”
“Oh fuck,” I cry out when he curls that finger inside me and presses the pad of his thumb against my clit.
“Oh, I plan to fuck you. Right here out in the open for anyone to see, so they will fucking know you belong to me, Tink.”
“Yes,” I pant as I ride his hand like a fucking pro bull rider.
“Who the fuck does this pussy belong to?”
“Oh, God!” I cry out.
“No the fuck it doesn’t belong to him!” he snaps. “Tell me who the fuck it belongs to, Toren, or I stop,” he growls in a harsh tone, forcing me from my blissed out feeling to focus on him.
“You. It belongs to you,” I say in a pleading tone.
“You ever let any other cunt touch what’s mine again and I’ll kill them while you watch.” His words should be like a bucket of ice water but they aren’t, his dominance sets me off and sends me hurtling over the cliff of sweet fucking oblivion. I come so fucking forcefully that I scream his name and shake uncontrollably, as I soak his fingers with my cum. Xaden doesn’t release me from the clutches of euphoria, instead he continues to stroke me slowly, making me ride out every last second of my release.
When he finally removes his fingers, I want to flop forward and burrow my face in the crook of his neck, but then he reaches into his pants and pulls his cock free. I stare down at it in intimidation, riding his fingers was one thing but riding his dick is another.
“I don’t?—”
“You telling me no, Tink?” he hisses.
I meet his eyes and bite down on my lip and shake my head. “I… You know?—”
“Spit it the fuck out so I can sink my cock inside you,” he snaps.
I swallow my shame as I admit. “I don’t know what to do,” I whisper and drop my chin to my chest to avoid looking at him.
He grips my chin and forces my head up, the anger in his gray eyes has me tensing in anticipation. “Put my cock inside you.”
“Xaden—”
“Shut the fuck up and do as you’re told.” His words lack the heat they normally hold. I sigh and push up as best as I can ontomy knees in the confined space and grip him. He hisses when I wrap my hand around his shaft. A rush of pride rolls through me at his reaction. I tentatively line him up with my entrance, then flick my gaze back to his for guidance. “Slowly sink down onto me,” he grits out as if in pain. I rest my hands on the tops of his shoulders as I slowly slide down his shaft. Heat engulfs me as the burning begins to make its presence known.
There’s a bite of pain as he begins to stretch me out and starts to fill me. I want to stop and tell him I can’t. As if he knows where my thoughts have gone he grips my face between his hands, then drags my lips to his and distracts me with a kiss that has my toes curling. Lust twists inside my gut, making my want more evident as I slowly sink onto him with ease. He’s gliding inside me like he belongs there.
Moans tumble out of me repeatedly as I take every fucking inch of him. I can feel how tense he is beneath me. I know this must be hell for him and the fact he is letting me take control and set the pace means a lot to me. When I sink the remainder of the way onto him, we both cry out. Xaden smacks his head back against the headrest and screws his eyes closed, then breathes in and out harshly.
“Are you okay?” I ask breathlessly.
He snaps his eyes open and scowls up at me. “Your pussy is wrapped around me like a fucking vice. What do you think?”
