Things blew up before he reached the locker room, though. I heard Sam’s shouting and clenched my hands into fists. I was going to end up murdering the asshole if I had to spend more time with him. Whatever chance I had of cooling Cash off flew out the window thanks to Sam. I stayed in the locker room, waiting for Cash but Sam was shouting loud enough that I might as well have been standing next to him.
“What the fuck were you thinking?! You want to fuck up your position in the draft? How fucking stupid are you?” Sam sounded like he was foaming at the mouth. “I didn’t work on you for years for you to be anything other than the number one draft pick, you little shit! You will not embarrass me! Goddammit, Cash! Everything you do should be about the draft!”
“Back the fuck up.” Cash’s voice had a dangerous edge and I wondered if I needed to step in.
“The fucking draft, Cash! You fucking animal. You look like poor white trash out there, throwing punches like that. You’re an embarrassment to the Ford name and if you don’t go first in the draft, you might as well change your last name!”
“I’m not going to be in the draft at all, asshole! Let me make this clear to you right fucking now,Dad, I’m done after this season. Finished. Fucking over it! So you don’t need to worry about my position in the draft.” Cash let out a pained laugh. “If I never touch another football in my life, it’ll be a good life.”
I didn’t hear whatever Sam said next but it wouldn’t have mattered if he’d been screaming in my ear. I was too shocked by Cash’s words. I knew by the tone of his voice that he was serious. I’d never considered that maybe they didn’t all love football. Guilt peppered my skin when I realized I’d never asked Cash about football, not past how he played or to comment on the game. How long had he felt that way?
I was still standing there looking shocked when Cash slammed the door open and stomped into the locker room. He spotted me immediately and threw his helmet across the room. My body reacted immediately to the heat rolling off of him. “Cash.”
“If you don’t want it rough you should go, Cassidy.” He yanked his pads off and prowled towards me, already knowing that I wasn’t going anywhere.
58
***Cash***
Ipinned Cassidy to the shower wall with athudand reached between us to yank her panties to the side. The water was soaking her but she didn’t seem to even notice. She gripped my hair and let her head hit the wall as I slammed my dick as deep as I could get it into her. She screamed and yanked at my hair but I couldn’t stop. I covered her mouth with my hand and immediately set a furious pace.
I fucked my anger and frustration out, using her body roughly to do it. I couldn’t think past fucking her full of my come. Dropping my mouth to her throat, I sucked hard and then roughly grabbed her hands and pinned them over her head with one of mine. I could feel her pussy pulsing around my dick and dropped my head back on a growl as I drove into her harder.
“Can you handle me, Cassidy? The fucking animal? The violence?” I fucked her harder, punching my dick into her over and over again like I hated her. “You should’ve run.”
She sank her teeth into my palm and glared at me. “Even if that’s all you were, I still wouldn’t run.”
I wrapped my hand around her throat and squeezed enough to try and scare her. “This is me. Violent, angry, fucking disastrous. All I want to do right now is fuck you until you cry and slap me. Hate me, goddammit.”
She fuckingsmiled. “Never.”
I tightened my grip and braced my forehead against hers. “I… I can’t. I…”
Her pussy clamped down on my length and she gritted her teeth while her eyes filled with tears. Her pained moans filled the shower room and sent me flying over the edge with her. I came hard, hard enough that my knees buckled and we both ended up on the floor. My vision blurred as I gasped against her cheek.
Her arms were around me as soon as I dropped her hands. She rubbed my back and stroked my head, comforting me while her body continued to convulse around mine. She let out a breathy little laugh. “Feel better?”
I groaned and leaned back so I could see her face. “I’m sorry. I-”
She thumped me in the ear while smiling so sweetly at me. “Don’t you fucking dare. Whatever you’re about to apologize for, don’t. That was an amazing orgasm and I came in here to comfort you. Did I?”
Ididfeel a little better. “You did. Still. I was too rough and-”
“Shut up.” She tried to hide a wince when she climbed off me and stood up. “And get off the floor. It’s disgusting.”
I followed her order and then nearly choked when she dropped back to her knees and ran her tongue over my dick. “Fuck! Cassidy-”
“One more, Cash. Use me to get the rest of it out.”
How she knew the crawling feeling of anger and being out of control was still there, I didn’t know. My dick responded like Ihadn’t just come hard and flushed hot and hard for her mouth. I raked my fingers through her hair and let her have control.
She pulled back. “No, Cash. Use me. Take what you need to feel better. I need you to.”
“I don’t deserve you.”
Her grin was wicked. “Fuck what either of us deserve. Let’s just do what we want, Cash.”
I couldn’t have stopped myself if the entire team had walked in. I did what she wanted and used her mouth. I poured the rest of my anger into the little gags she made when I fucked the back of her throat and lost the rest of my tension with the second load I spilled into her body.
