“I… don’t understand,” I murmur.
Shadow’s gaze turns soft for a moment, then sharpens, as if he’s angry at everyone who made me feel inferior. “I know,” he whispers, kissing the other corner of my mouth before resting his forehead on mine. “But I’ll show you, Mika. Do you trust me?”
I stare into his beautiful, sincere blue eyes. I want to trust him. God, I want to stay with Shadow forever and let him prove to me that there are still good men in this world. But I’m terrified that if I voice that thought, the universe will take it all away from me.
“Just say yes, baby girl. I’ll protect all of you, body and soul. I’ll treat you like the goddess you are,” Shadow vows, his lips brushing against the shell of my ear. “I’ll wipe away every painful memory and replace it with something good, something beautiful, something you can trust and build upon.”
My insanely hot, incredibly protective, and surprisingly romantic biker kisses across my jaw, down my neck, and over my collarbone. I find myself nodding, going along with his demands so I can have more of his skin on my skin. I want to give him everything, all of me. I want him to be my first, and I pray he’ll be my last. My only.
“Need your words, Mika,” he whispers into the hollow of my neck before licking me there. He sounds like he’s barely restraining himself, which makes me feel powerful. Do I really have this much control over him?
“Yes,” I moan softly, tilting my neck so he can devour me.
“Yes, what?” he grunts, kissing his way back up my neck and pulling my earlobe between his teeth.
“Yes, I trust you,” I breathe out. “I’m… I’m yours.”
“Damn right you are,” he says right before claiming my lips as his own. All other thoughts and worries about the future fall right out of my head. The only thing I can concentrate on is being backed into the table and lifted up by Shadow’s hands on my thighs.
I part my legs for him and whimper when he steps in between them and rubs his hard cock over my center.
“Fuck, I feel your heat.” God, he sounds desperate, starving, nearly in pain. “Are you wet for me? Do you need this?” Shadow thrusts his hips, hitting my clit through the thin material of my yoga pants and panties.
“Yes, yes, I need you.” The words come pouring out of my mouth, almost without my permission. Shadow kisses me again and again, each swipe of his tongue wiping away my fears and doubts until all that’s left is his taste, his smell, his touch. “Please,” I gasp, though I’m not even sure what I’m asking for.
Shadow grunts and rubs his fingers against my pussy, over the fabric of my clothes. I grind down on his hand and bury my face in his shoulder to muffle my cries.
“Jesus, you’re so damn responsive. I’m hardly even touching you,” he grunts.
“So why don’t you touch me for real?”
His eyes go dark, and his jaw tenses right before he crashes his lips on mine and kisses the breath right out of my lungs. When he tears himself away from me, it’s so he can kneel down and press his face into my core, inhaling my scent through the thin layers of clothes.
Shadow growls and dips his thumbs into the waistband of my pants. I lift my hips up and watch as he peels my yoga pants and panties off in one swift move.
“This okay, Mika?” he asks, pausing with his hands on my knees, looking me in the eyes to make sure I mean what I say.
I nod. “I want to feel you, Shadow. I want whatever you’re willing to give.”
With that, he yanks my legs wide open, so I’m spread out before him on the table. Shadow flattens his tongue and takes a long, slow lick up the seam of my pussy, stopping to flick my clit and suck on the swollen ball of nerves.
I moan and fall back on the table, allowing Shadow to guide one of my legs over his shoulder, and then the other. I tilt my head up and watch Shadow as he stares at my pussy. Something about that is inexplicably hot. I feel myself clench up, and then more arousal leaks out of me.
“So fucking wet…” Shadow growls before shoving his face in between my thighs and making me crazy with need.
He’s eating me out in desperate, forceful strokes. His tongue plunges inside of my tight little hole, in and out, and then back up to circle my clit. I cry out and claw the table, seeking something to keep me grounded during this hurricane of pleasure.
Shadow pulls back for a second, making me whine in frustration. He grabs my hands and puts them on his head. I instantly fist his hair, which causes him to grunt in approval.
“You need to hang on to something, you hang on to me.”
I nod and shove his head in between my legs again, making him chuckle into my soaking wet folds. I feel the vibrations every-fucking-where, putting me right on the edge.
Shadow sucks on my clit and thrusts a finger inside of me without warning. I moan at the unexpected invasion and then wiggle my hips to get him to go deeper.
He leans back slightly so he can watch himself fuck me with his finger. The sloppy wet sounds fill the small room and make me tremble in anticipation. I can’t contain the whimper that spills out when he adds a second finger. I’m close, so, so close…
Shadow’s eyes snap to mine. He looks at me like he’s going to rip me to shreds with his intense desire. I can’t wait to let him. I slam my eyes shut as a delicious wave of ecstasy sweeps through my body and rattles my bones.
