“I completely let him down, though. He spent so much time mentoring me and then I got involved in all of that bullshit with Elise. How embarrassing it would be for me to have to go back to him and say, ‘hey, I think I need you to babysit me again because I’m not intelligent enough to do it on my own.’ I can’t do that.”
“Dude, I love the hell out of you, but that was the dumbest shit I’ve heard come out of your mouth in a long time.”
We laughed quietly, though I was really starting to second guess tonight. As much as I wanted to, I wasn’t sure I had my footing.
“I’m just nervous. I’m sorry, man,” I apologized to him.
“It’s understandable. Now, let’s practice.” He cleared his throat. “Hello, Andrew. I was wondering if you’d like to have a session with me tonight,” he said in a seductive voice that I guessed was his impression of Tabitha.
“Yes, I would like to try.”
“Is there something particular that you’d like to try?”
“I don’t know.” I rubbed my hands over my face. This wasn’t a good idea. I should have talked to James first. I was instantly frustrated and disappointed with myself. “So, go ahead, Josh. What would she say to that?”
“Well—”
“Why don’t I pick it up from here?”
I quickly looked up, and my eyes locked on to Mistress Tabitha’s. She stood a few feet in front of me, wearing black latex pants and a matching tank top. The pants and the tank top both had red stitching that matched her red heels.Fuck me.Seeing her stand before me in her sexy Top outfit made my body instantly react. My pulse sped up and my dick took notice.
“Hi, Mistress Tabitha,” Josh sweetly greeted her in his politest tone.
“Hello, Josh,” she said as she glanced at him.
I loved that about her. From what I’d witnessed, no matter what, if someone spoke to her, she made eye contact with them. She treated everyone equally and gave you her undivided attention.
“Hi,” I sheepishly said. Her gentle eyes locked on to mine. I felt like I needed to explain.
“Josh was helping me practice a session negotiation.”
“I see that. That is very kind of him.”
“How did I do?” Josh playfully asked.
“Your boobs aren’t big enough. But you did a good job because my bottom didn’t leave.”
Her bottom.
“He was nervous about his first negotiation,” Josh replied.
“I probably should have spoken with James before I attempted it. I’m sorry. This is kind of embarrassing.”
“Don’t apologize, and please try not to feel embarrassed. You have a very close friend beside you who knows you well. Obviously, he has your best interests at heart. Why don’t we give it a try, and Josh can help you?” Tabitha suggested.
I looked at Josh, and he nodded, letting me know he was more than willing to give it a try. I cleared my throat and braced against the back of the couch.
“Andrew, would you like to negotiate a session with me this evening?” Tabitha asked.
“Yes, Mistress Tabitha.” I kept my eyes on her as I paused. Suddenly, I felt like the saliva and my tongue were taking up too much room in my mouth. Unable to talk, I swallowed hard. Her gaze dropped to my throat momentarily and then went back to my eyes again. “I’ve wanted this.”
“What type of session would you like to have, Andrew?”
“It’s my first time back, and I feel a little lost. I just know I want to try again. I want to be in one of the rooms again, but with the door closed.”
“I’m fine with that, Andrew. Since you aren’t certain on your desires, why don’t we cover what you don’t want?”
As I nodded, Josh nudged me with his elbow.
