“Yeah. He understood me really well, and he would almost always make himself available for me to talk to after my sessions. There were times when he couldn’t be there, but he asked me to call him after the session, and he’d talk to me about it.”
“You miss that level of care and attention.”
Josh nodded.
“Are you okay having sessions with males? Do you prefer females, or are you neutral?”
Since Josh had been under James’ protection and care, I had a strong suspicion that he wasn’t opposed to having sessions with any gender.
“I’m okay playing with anyone. As long as we have fun and our needs, or some of them are met, then that’s all that matters to me.”
“James would be very proud of that answer. He would be proud that you understand what your needs are, and that you’re careful and considerate of those needs when organizing a session.”
“Thanks. James taught me a lot about myself.”
“I can see that, and I want to help too. As you mentioned, James is always going to be there for you. But I’d like to step up and offer to actively mentor you. I took some time off from work, and I plan to be at Club Oxygen more often starting next week. I’m going to be consistently available for you and Alison.”
“Yeah?” he asked, checking to see if I really meant it.
“Yes, Josh.”
“That sounds great. I’d be down with that.”
“Great. When are you going to Oxygen next?”
“Tomorrow night,” Josh confirmed. I detected a hint of excitement in his voice.
“Okay, I will be there tomorrow night by 7:00. You don’t need to be there at a particular time, but I will be there for you and Alison. Sound good?”
“Sounds like a plan.”
We walked out of the restaurant together, and I couldn’t help but notice how cool it had turned. The moment the sun goes down, you can definitely feel it. I drove home feeling as though our dinner had been a good icebreaker between the two of us. I learned a fair amount about him today, including that he had a little sister. I was thrilled Josh had felt comfortable enough to share a little bit about his sister, but I had a feeling there was much more to the story.
7
Alison
Actnormal and as if there was nothing extra special about tonight,I told myself as I got out of my car. I wore my new black tank top tonight … for no reason at all. I wore it for no reason other than because it was brand new, and I wanted to wear it.
That was it.
No other reason.
None at all.
That was what I kept telling myself.
Tonight was like another other weeknight in Club Oxygen, except for the fact that the very hot Dr. Sam Chisholm was attending to see me. And Josh. My anxiety over sharing Sam with Josh had kicked up. A threesome hadn’t bothered me at all. I loved threesomes. I could share during sex. But it was everything that would follow after. I wanted the attention.
I hated sharing.
Loathed sharing.
I had shared James with Josh and Andrew, and it hadn’t felt like I was sharing. James made sure of that. But would Sam?
I shook my nervous and anxious feelings off about sharing Sam the second I walked into the club. Confidently, I walked to the women’s locker room and either smiled or nodded at people on my way.No one stop me. No one talk to me. My mind was focused on Sam. It had been days since he’d dragged his crop and deep voice all over my body.
“Good evening.”
