“You,” he whispered into my mouth. “I’m ready, for you. I’mready.”
He was ready forme.
My heart skipped a beat and I stilled mybody.
Had I heard him right? I pried my mouth off of his, leaned my head back and looked him in the eyes to make sure that he meant what I thought he meant and that he looked clear. His body hummed, and his soul craved and ached for this level. Ryan was where he needed to be emotionally for this. And I would take very good care of this experience forhim.
“I love you, Ryan,” I proclaimed as my elation was about to burstthrough.
It was important that he heard those heart-felt words from me moments before I claimedallof him. I kept my mouth on his and slowly moved over his leg until I knelt between his legs. Excitement, love, and desire for this young man seeped through my pores. I knew that I had to make this the experience what he needed it to be. The raw, primal fucking would eventually come, but it wasn’t what he needed right now. He needed to feel loved with this one because after all, this would be his first time that anyone had made love tohim.
I maintained my eyes on him, spit on my hand, and wrapped it around his rock hard cock. His eyes shut for a moment as he drove his head back into the pillow, savoring the touch. Ryan had pushed his body into the mattress to force his cock further into my hand. My boy ached with need, as I did. I’d fantasized about this many times in various ways. I’d never wanted to make love to someone as much as I wanted to with Ryan. I wanted to show him how deep our connection and bond was. I burned forhim.
I kept his shaft in my hand and continued to stroke it while I leaned over him to the nightstand and grabbed the lube. I set the lube on the bed beside his knee, let go of his cock and leaned over him, pressing our groins against one another. I snaked one of my arms under his and took hold of his hair; I had to be cautious of my weight on him because I didn’t want to trigger an old memory. In this position, I was holding him to me rather than pressing down on him, and my arm under him supported the weight. My other hand took hold of his chin and jaw and held him still so I could kisshim.
“Mmm,” he moaned into my mouth as he moved his hips underme.
My tongue took control of his mouth, I felt his fingertips on my back. Eventually, his entire hand lay flat against my back. I smiled against his mouth and felt an overwhelming sense of pride that Ryan felt safe to hold me against him. Something that seemed natural to many, was a huge ordeal for Ryan to simply reach out and hold ontosomeone.
I kissed the center of his chest and pushed myself upright so I knelt between his legs. This was a heavenly view; Ryan’s body prepped and primed for me. He was hot and needy, and I was in the same boat. I let my legs slide outward a bit so they would naturally push Ryan’s legs wider.I won’t harm you, my boy.I lubed a few of my fingers, took hold of his shaft again and stroked while I looked in his eyes. I worked one of my lubed fingers between his cheeks and breached his ring of muscles. He turned his head to the side, closed his eyes and pulled his bottom lip between histeeth.
“Mmm,” hewhimpered.
“Feels good, doesn’t it, Ryan?” I asked him as I slowly finger fuckedhim.
He nodded rapidly but then stilled when I began to push the second finger in. I continued to stroke him and gently pushed my fingers deep into hisheat.
“Relax, Ryan.Breathe.”
My hand on his cock kept his body craving everything I gave him. When he began to move his hips more consistently, and the movements were accompanied by moans, I knew he was ready. I withdrew my fingers and lubed my cock and gazed down adoringly at my willing and trusting Ryan. I hooked an arm under one of his knees and began to shift its position. There was a flash of panic in his eyes as he looked at me. I wanted no hesitation on his part or something on the tip of his tongue that he was afraid tovoice.
I took hold of his play collar and insisted, “Ryan, talk tome.”
“Condom,” he blurtedout.
“Would you like me to wear one,Ryan?”
He shook his head and then spoke upagain.
“I just thought that you might wantone.”
“What do you want, myboy?”
“I don’t want one. I want to feel what it’s like with someone who lovesme.”
For a moment, I had felt my eyes become watery and quickly blinked. He squeezed my heart when he confirmed that he wanted to feel what it would be like with someone that loved him. He knew no one truly loved him before me. But most importantly, he knew that I lovedhim.
“Good, Ryan, because that’s exactly how I wantthis.”
While our eyes were locked and my heart pounded with excitement, I pushed my head in and stilled myself. Broad smiles forced their way onto our faces as we shared this special moment. I placed my hand back on his shaft, slowly stroked him, and reminded him tobreathe.
Ryan moved his hips toward me, as he sought more from me. I had been more than happy to oblige and steadily pushed my cock into him. I didn’t stop until his ass cheeks were flush against me. I forced myself to remain still and revel in this moment; I was inside Ryan. He felt absolutely divine as I sank into him, crushing all ideas I previously had on what this moment would feel like. I had waited so long for this day; the day that I’d be one with my soulmate. I was so eager to show Ryan how much I lovedhim.
The tightness and heat that surrounded my cock were even greater than I had imagined it would be. I knew he’d be tight and warm, but the sensation that had blanketed my body was unlike anything I had experienced. Knowing that I was the first person that Ryan had been intimate with that loved him felt amazing and incrediblyspecial.
Ryan’s hands flexed, but his eyes hadn’t moved from mine. He reached for me; he needed to be closer. When my neck was within reach for him, he pulled me down to his mouth. The kiss was wild and fueled by passion and love, and I couldn’t get close enough tohim.
It was pure bliss. His body silently spoke to me, and I was fluent with his language. I understood it perfectly. I predicted his movements, and we moved together to erase old memories while we created new ones. His hands gripped and grasped at me any way he could while my tongue lapped athis.
