“I was just wondering if I should be like the other ones,” I said to him. “All the other submissives and bottoms are dressed differently than me. They’re almostnaked.”
Russell hadn’t taken his eyes off of me, but he shook hishead.
“I wanted you to be comfortable tonight. If I required differently of you, I would have given you that direction.Understand?”
“Yes,okay.”
I could tell that the next question on his mind was about what we had been talking about. I tried to look relaxed, though. We walked around together after that and talked with a few other couples that Russell had introduced me to. There was one couple that came from another state specifically for the party thatnight.
“Ryan, let’s go down the hall and watch somesessions.”
I felt his shoulder brush against mine as we went down the hall. I’ve been down this hall and in his playroom a number of times. This was nothing new to me, and I loved watchingsessions.
I looked around the playroom at all of his friends. Many were engaging in play while others were talking among small groups. Did I fit in here with his friends? While a million other questions occupied my mind, his hand gripped myshoulder.
“Would you like to play, Ryan?” heasked.
My pulse began to race. He said that I never had to play if I didn’t want to, and I felt like I didn’t need to worry about being pressured into anything. There had already been three Tops that had asked him if I could play tonight, but he had shaken each of them off. My eyes scanned the room to see if I could figure out who had asked him if could play this time. Or maybe this time he wanted to have another session with a girl andme.
“With me,Ryan.”
“With you?” I asked, just to besure.
Okay, so me, him, and a girl. I looked around the room to see if I could figure out which girl. All were already involved in play except for one female, and if I remembered right, she was a Domme. Unless he meant for me, him and another guy. Fuck. I looked around the room again and made eye contact with Leonard. Was it Leonard? I knew without a doubt that Leonard wanted to play withRussell.
“You,Ryan.”
He wanted to play with me? In front of hisfriends?
“And—”
“Just you, Ryan. No oneelse.”
He wanted to play with me!Me!
“Yes. I’d likethat.”
I started to get hard at the idea that he wanted to play with me in front of his friends. I would show him and his friends that I could follow directions and that I could be good enough forRussell.
“Undress and set your folded clothes on the leather couch. Do not rush, Ryan. I want to watch you slowly revealyourself.”
My ears felt warm while I removed my clothes. When I stepped out of my pants, I looked around casually to see if anyone was looking atme.
“Ryan,focus.”
“Yes.Focusing.”
Do not fuck thisup!
I smiled at him and stood, facing him when I was completely naked. Russell walked around me, but he didn’ttouch.
“Spanking okay with you?” heasked.
“Yes. I’d likethat.”
“What’s your safe word,Ryan?”
“Hairdryer,” I quietly said so I didn’t disturb the others that were aroundme.
