Chapter Fifteen
Russell
Pacing,was not something that I normally did. Yet there I was, meandering from the great room, past the kitchen, down the hallway past the play room, past the guest bathroom, then one of the guest rooms until I came to my room. I’d turn on my heels and begin the trekback.
Deep on my mind was Ryan. I needed to be cautious with him. Slowly over the past few months, he’d grabbed onto my heart in ways that I had never imagined. I had waited my whole life for the one to show up. He was what I needed on so manylevels.
But I needed to be certain of this, and tonight would prove to me exactly where my heart is at. I conferred with my best friend, Nick, about myplans.
“Will this confuseRyan?”
“Honestly, yes. It probably will. But it’s the only way for me to truly testmyself.”
Nick had known me forever. He knew that I took care of all the people that I topped and that night wouldn’t be any different in that regard, but I needed to take extra care ofRyan.
I had already spoken to Clara’s protector, Samuel, regarding my plans for the evening. While Samuel and Clara weren’t exclusive, she was under his care and the appropriate thing to do was to clear this session with him. After having done so yesterday and with his blessing, I reached out to Clara and explained that I’d like to negotiate a session with her and Ryan. She was all for it, and really, I couldn’t blame her. Ryan was a visual treat and Clara had already had her mouth onhim.
Guests had begun to arrive and while I was happy to see them, I was most looking forward to Ryan’s arrival. When Ryan had arrived though, I could feel the excitement. When I put my hand on his shoulder and jostled him slightly I felt him relax.Goodboy.
I had invited all of the same people that were at my prior party that Ryan attended, so he easily began socializing with others; including Leonard. I sipped water from my glass as I watched Leonard talk animatedly with Ryan. I could see exactly what he was doing; trying to establish his little hierarchy withRyan.
“So,” Daniel said in an open-ended tone as he stood next tome.
“Good evening,Daniel.”
“How is your boydoing?”
I chose not to reply to him in a way that would confirm his comment regarding Ryan. Notyet.
“Ryan’s doing well. We tried the horizontal bar last weekend and it went verywell.”
“Good to hear, Russell.” There was a longer pause as we watched Leonard get chummy with my Ryan. “When are you going to scene with him in a partysetting?”
“Tonight. I invited the young lady who gave him a blow job after his first impact session.” Daniel nodded. “I’m going to guide a scene with both ofthem.”
Daniel looked at me. I knew what he was thinking, but he knew better than to voice it. He knew what I wasdoing.
“Areyougoing to be able to keep your feelings out of it?” heasked.
I gripped Daniel’s upper arm and smiled at him as I left his side to head towards Ryan. As I approached, Leonard had to get his few cents worthin.
“Good evening, Russell, Sir,” Leonard said. He stepped in front of Ryan and straightened his posture, puffing out hischest.
No, never step in front of myboy.
Ryan looked at Leonard’s back and shoulders and I saw his spirit fall a few inches. He looked down and I could see the nervousness take over his body. For a lack of something to do with his hands, he began to trace the rim of his glass with his fingertips. The sight of that, nearly took over control. Watching his finger rub the rounded rim of the glass made my cocktwitch.
“Ryan.” I said his name and he looked up at me right away; his eyes hopeful. “If you wouldn’t mind, I’d like to talk to you about a scene.” His eyebrows perked up and he set his glass of water down on the table nearest tohim.
“Sir,” Leonard began as Ryan took up my side. I could almost taste Leonard’s anger when he saw me place my arm around Ryan’s shoulders. His eyes flashed to Ryan and then back to mine. “Sir, do you need another body for your scene?” He looked at Ryan again, then his eyes softened as they came back to me. “Another body for your enjoyment?” Ryan’s body tensed briefly, but I slowly rubbed up and down his bicep and gave him apat.
I had an urge to toss Leonard out of my home. Words were often better thanactions.
“I do, yes,” I confirmed and as he smiled, I tossed a little dirt on that smug face of his. “I already have the otherselected.”
With Ryan’s bicep still under my hand, I turned and guided us away from Leonard. Now, I needed to focus onRyan.
“Are you up for a session with the young woman from your firstsession?”
