Russell had me repeat taking a deep breath and then exhaling it a few moretimes.
“Now, leave the phone where it falls, and go wash up. I’ll be waiting here when you getback.”
“Okay, I’ll be rightback.”
As I scooted to the edge of the bed, I pushed my shorts off the rest of the way and left them on the floor. I hurried to the bathroom and quickly prepared the soapy warm wash cloth. I didn’t look at myself in the mirror because I knew that I was going to hate who I saw looking back atme.
What had I justdone?
I scrubbed my stomach and sides and then I used the other side of the wash cloth to clean my balls and then my dick. I felt ashamed as I touched my dick; what had I justdone?
I pulled on some clean boxers and felt the sheets with the back of my hand before I picked the phone backup.
“Hey, I’m back,” I said into the phone as I got back intobed.
“Good. Lay down and relax, Ryan. There’s no shame in pleasure. Don’t overthink that,okay?”
Inodded.
Idiot, he can’t seeyou.
“Okay.”
“So, tomorrow you’re going to wear what?” heasked.
From my bed, I stared at my closet door that was part way open. I spotted a button down shirt that would probablywork.
“I was thinking maybe a button downshirt.”
“That soundsperfect.”
I took a deeper breath and started to relax. He hadn’t made it awkward or weird when I got back to the phone. Just a reminder that there’s nothing wrong with what I had just done with him on thephone.
“What time does the party start tomorrow night,Ryan?”
“Seven.”
“Good, and what time are youarriving?”
“6:45. Fifteen minutes prior to your other guests,” I saidproudly.
“How do you addresspeople?”
“I’ll use the name you use to introduce them to me. And if I forget, I use ‘sir’ or ‘ma’am.’”
“Good, Ryan. You will do just fine tomorrow night. Remember, it’s a social gathering for you to meet some of my friends. You can converse with any of them and watch their playsessions.”
“Okay, I’ve been looking forward toit.”
“Get some sleep and I will see youtomorrow.”
“Okay,goodnight.”
I got off the phone and shut the light off. Before I drifted off to sleep, all I could think about was the excitement of the party tomorrow night. I had wondered how Russell would introduce me to his friends. Was I his friend, or hisapprentice?
