Unfortunately, they landed on a water bottle on the dresser across from the bed and it toppled to the floor, spilling water everywhere. “God, I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay. We’ll get it later.” Holden touched my neck to try to put me at ease.
I glanced up to smile at him and saw his beautiful lips parted as he fought for breath. “You want me to stop?”
Holden chuckled. “Not no but hell no.”
Picking up the lube, I flipped open the lid and spread some on my fingers. I nearly asked if he was ready, but my joke earlier ran through my head.
Instead of asking, I leaned down and sucked his cock into my mouth as I gently circled his entrance with my fingers. A couple of times around, and I breached him with the tip of my middle finger as I continued to suck him.
“God, that feels good. Go ahead. Push in,” Holden moaned.
I pulled off his cock and moved up his body to look into his eyes and kiss his full soft mouth. “You taste good, Holden.” I leaned closer and traced his lips with my tongue.
His right hand came up behind my head and pulled me closer so he could kiss me. Our tongues slid together as I pushed another finger inside him. I pushed my fingers until I found the spongy spot that had him stiffening and his hole clenching my fingers. “Right there?”
“Fuck, yes. I need you inside me, Avery. Please...”
Never had a guy begged me to fuck him. Hell, I’d never topped a guy, and I’d never been with a woman. I hoped to hell I’d be able to get him off and not lose my shit too soon.
“Tell me you have condoms,” I said as I removed my fingers and grabbed the lube.
His hand slowly swept down his sexy body and grabbed his cock to slowly pump. “Top drawer of the nightstand,” Holden answered.
I removed my fingers from inside him, staring for a second at his fluttering hole before reaching into the nightstand drawer. I grabbed the first thing I felt, which was actually a mini-sized tape measure. Holding it up, I raised my right eyebrow in question.
Holden laughed. “I used it to hang pictures in here.” He stopped stroking himself and sat up, looking into the drawer. Obviously, things were not going well with our attempt at sex.
“Aha!” He finally found a condom and handed it to me. I tried to tear open the package, but my hand was slick with lube and slid off the foil, smacking poor Holden right in the mouth.
“Oh, god, I’m so sorry. Are you okay?” Then I saw the blood and my knees nearly buckled. Blood and I weren’t good friends.
Holden reached for a tissue from the box on the nightstand and wiped his mouth. “It’s fine. It’s just a little cut from my tooth. Do, uh, maybe we take a break? I can make us some sandwiches.”
God, I felt like such a fool. “I haven’t topped anyone before. I haven’t had sex with women, either, so I’m terrible at it. I’m really, really sorry.” I blurted it out just like that.
Holdan sat up, his flaccid cock reminding me of my failure.
“I think maybe I should go. Uh, I’ll call you sometime.” I reached for my jeans when a strong arm snaked around my waist and pulled me back.
“Nope. You should have told me it was your first time topping, sweetheart. Let’s give it another try. This time, you lie back and let me get us started, okay.”
How could I refuse that?
Chapter Eighteen
Holden
Poor Avery. Stage fright was a hard thing to overcome, but I knew if I let him out of bed, it would stick with him forever. It was bad enough that he was ashamed of his body and wouldn’t take the shirt off. I was sure every inch of him would be beautiful but instilling that confidence in him would take time.
“Let me start by saying you were doing everything right. Things may have been a little overwhelming and stole our focus. Those could happen to anyone, even happening to me more than once.” I reached into the drawer and plucked out a couple of condoms, licking my lip to be sure I’d stopped bleeding.
Once I knew it had stopped, I handed Avery the lube. “Lay down and take a few deep breaths. I’m gonna ride this big cock, sweetheart, and it’s gonna be perfect.”
His cock was big and straining, resting against his flat belly. “For the record, you’re sexy as hell, so please don’t doubt yourself.”
I took the lube from him and squeezed some into his hand and my own. I slid the condom down his prick before I moved up his body, straddling his waist. I slicked my hand down his erection to slick it up and looked into his gorgeous eyes. “Okay, stretch me to take you. I was almost ready for you.”
