Then he paused and looked at the driver and, making a quick, probably foolish decision, gave him Rubey’s direction.
He couldn’t take Maia home looking as she was, and himself the same. If anyone saw them in their respective conditions, let alone together, Maia would be ruined. At least they could get a change of clothing and washed up at Rubey’s, and perhaps something that would even hide the mauling marks he’d left on her skin.Damn it all. Damn me.
He flung away the morbid thoughts and continued on logically. Besides getting cleaned up, going to Rubey’s would be the easiest way to get word to Giordan and Voss that he and Maia were safe. Despite Voss’s change back to mortality, the establishment remained a central location through which those familiar with the Dracule communicated and socialized. They knew Rubey could be counted on for confidentiality and secrecy even if she and her ladies weren’t providing services.
It was the most expedient, prudent thing to do. Just like intercepting her before Maia waltzed at the masquerade ball.
With uncustomary care, he climbed into what he now perceived as his own personal Hell and settled onto the bench seat across from his own personal tormentor. As the door closed behind him, its latch clicking into place with finality, Dimitri looked across at Maia.
She was not, as one might expect after such a harrowing experience, huddled in the corner, wide-eyed and meek.
Not Maia.
He steered his thoughts around. Perhaps it would be best if he went back to thinking of her as Miss Woodmore.
“You could have killed me,” were her first words. Not shouted at the pitch or volume that set his ears to ringing, but in a low, hushed tone.
That was the first sign something was truly wrong.
“Which time?” he replied, hiding behind a bored tone.Notthinking about how right she was. How close he’d come to doing just that.
He could, of course, see quite clearly in the dark. Everything was tinged bottle green, and all shades of that hue and black, but he could easily discern the enticing curves of her collarbones, the sagging bodice of the simple dress she was wearing, the fact that her hair hung in a messy knot at the left side of the back of her neck, and that her mouth was a hard, flat line. He wasnot looking at the tiny marks on her shoulder. Definitelynotremembering the taste of her…skin, lifeblood, scent, mouth?—
“That’s a very good question,” Miss Woodmore replied, shifting a bit in her seat. Her very movement sent a shimmer of her essence toward him and he had to turn away, trying not to allow the scent to reach him. “Both times, in fact. The time when you threw a stake at me and hit the vampire and the time you jumped out of a window and dragged me with you.”
Dimitri opened his mouth to correct her—after all, he’d thrown the stake at the vampire, not at her—but thought better of it. Perhaps if he simply didn’t talk, he could get through this carriage ride with nothing more than having to listen to her reprimand him.
And that was much preferable to other things that could happen herein.
Things that he simply was not going to allow himself to think about. Or remember.
Like the moment when he trulyhadnearly killed her, when he was so filled with her essence…her lifeblood flooding his mouth, coppery and sweet, her skin beneath his hands as he forgot where he was…who she was…what he was doing. He took, andtook,molding her with his hands, tasting, sipping, drawing on her,fromher…
He closed his eyes, his fingers trembling, and tried not to smell her. He rested his head against the side of the carriage and pushed it all away.
Had he lost the chance to free himself from Lucifer? Black despair started to build inside him and he squeezed his eyes closed. And yet he would do it again.
Oh, he would do it again.
Don’t think about it now.
“How are you feeling?” She broke the silence with a voice that was soft, perhaps a bit husky with…worry.
Dimitri opened his eyes. No, that would not be a good direction for the conversation to go. It would be better to fight with her, keep her hackles up and therefore her at a distance.
The cold, hard ball in his gut had begun to grow and swell, despite the fact that he wasn’t going to allow himself to think about what he’d done. What, after decades of control, of sacrifice, he’d given in to. And how good it made him feel. About how she moaned and writhed against him, pleading for something she didn’t understand.
Lucifer’s dark soul, he’d nearly killed her.
It had been a miracle that had brought him out of the maelstrom of need and pleasure. A miracle.
He examined Maia—Miss Woodmore—in the green-gray light. Even now, he could see how drawn her skin was. The ghostly pallor, evident to his sharp eyes.
He should ask her how she was feeling. But he couldn’t speak for fear of what might come out. And so he pulled his cloak of cold, hard emotion around him and looked over at her with deliberately steady eyes. “Other than a rather nasty experience, I couldn’t be better,” he said, deliberately leaving the “experience” unspecified.
She bit her lower lip and lifted her chin in a gesture he’d come to recognize as one of stubbornness.
Just then, the carriage stopped and it was all Dimitri could do to keep from leaping out with alacrity.
