“Shit,” I curse, feeling the tingling beginning at the base of my spine, my cock swelling as I get close to coming.
“Take her hard, man. A little something to remember you by.”
“I don’t wanna come until she does. She’s getting close again.”
“Go ahead. I’ll help you out.” He teases and pinches her nipples and I grab her hips and start pounding into her.
She’s close. So close… and so am I.
I close my eyes and picture Tera—before all of this bullshit happened, when she had love and light in her eyes. When she loved me. When she wanted me. When I made love to her for the first time after the attack. When she gave herself to me—all of herself.
I can only hear Tera in my head as she cried out in surprise when she came, the look on her face as she did. The feel of her pussy clenching so fucking tight around me. Jesus.
I’m not even sorry that I blow before this chick does, but it’s not long before she joins, making my orgasm feel even that much better.
I let out one last groan, then bow my head, eyes closed.
I wish this was you, baby. I wish…
I pull out and toss the condom.
“You outta here?” Jesse asks knowingly.
“Yeah, man.”
He gives me a look and I know it’s one that says he’s sorry about Tera. But it’s not his place to be sorry. What’s done is done.
I walk out of the room, feeling hollow and empty, the same as I’ve felt for the last six months without her.
The wordsettledflows through my mind and all I can think in reply is:Fuck you.
I’m not ready yet. If I’m not ready, she sure as hell isn’t. So we stay apart.
For now.
