“Al…” Jude looked pained. “I don’t want to be sad. All I want is for you to remind me that those people who were looking at you today don’t matter to you at all.” Jude pushed his shirt up and ran a hand down his belly. “Would you have done this to any of them, Al?”
“Never,” Al breathed, sliding to his knees and pressing a kiss to the firm bump. He undid the button on Jude’s jeans and shoved his pants down. The front of his boxers were damp with precum, and Al mouthed Jude’s cock through the fabric. “I impregnated you because you are my mate,” he said, slipping his fingers underneath the band of Jude’s boxers and pulling them down, too, letting Jude’s cock spring free. “I would have never done such a thing with anyone else. I will only ever fertilizeyoureggs.”
Jude made a breathy, desperate sound and threaded his fingers through Al’s hair. “Look what you did to me,” he murmured. “Look how round you made me. You did it to me that day in the shower, didn’t you? You came inside me and fertilized me, just like you promised, and now when people look at me, they’ll all know I’m this way because of you. Does it turn you on, Al? Does it turn you on to know that your eggs are growing inside of me?”
“Yes,” Al groaned. He ran his tongue up the length of Jude’s cock, just to get a taste, then got to his feet. In Jude’s ear, he whispered, “Do you feel desire to be shown how much?”
Jude didn’t have to answer with words. He kicked his pants and boxers off and went and lay on his back in bed. Al watched, mouth watering, as he put a pillow underneath his hips and let his legs fall open. Al went over and fit himself in the space made for him, lowering himself over Jude to continue the kiss they’d started at the door. Jude moaned, parting his lips, and Al licked his way into Jude’s mouth.
“I’m wet for you,” Jude gasped against Al’s lip the next time his mouth was free. “How? We haven’t… I haven’t used lube in a while, but it feels like we already got me ready.”
“Your body is changing,” Al explained. To illustrate, he slipped two fingers inside of Jude with ease. Jude was, indeed, quite wet, and his muscles had relaxed in anticipation of penetration, but Al took the time to work him open anyway. He moved his fingers with purpose, letting Jude feel the slick his body had made, then pressed the pads of his fingers to Jude’s prostate and swallowed the moans he made one blistering kiss at a time.
“You did this to me,” Jude whimpered, but it was not an accusation. He sounded more aroused than Al had ever heard him before. “My body changed for you. It wanted to be yours so badly, it did something no human body has ever done before. Fuck me, Al. Fuck me and remind me that I’m yours. Yours and not anyone else’s.”
Jude reached between them, taking Al’s cock in hand and bringing it to his entrance, but Al was not ready to give him what he wanted. He pushed inside just enough for Jude to feel the pressure, then barred his arm over Jude’s pelvis, just below the bump, to keep him in place.
“Al!” Jude whined.
But Al did not relent.
“I do not want any more mixed signals,” he said. “I want to know what you feel desire for.”
“I desireyou. I desire you and your fat, fertile cock, and I want you to promise me that while I’m pregnant, you won’t use it on anyone else. Only me. I want you to only mate with me for now.”
For always,Al thought to himself. He could not imagine a time or place when he would want to mate with another. He would be Jude’s for life, whether Jude was there with him or not.
He pushed the rest of the way inside, the tight, moist heat of Jude sending instantaneous waves of pleasure through every nerve in his body. As he thrust his hips, his stomach brushed against Jude’s baby bump, and the reminder that the bump washisdoing pushed him closer and closer to the edge.
“Yes, baby, that’s it,” Jude cried, reaching down and taking his own cock in his hand. “Fuck, you’re so deep inside me. No one has ever gone so deep before. Come inside me again, like you did that morning in the shower. Remind me how you knocked me up.”
Al’s hips stuttered. He wanted to make it last longer, but it had been a long week without Jude, and hearing Jude speak as he did made him overly aroused. He knocked Jude’s hand out of the way and took control over Jude’s cock, pumping it in time with his thrusts, until Jude was crying out and spilling into Al’s fist.
With Jude taken care of, Al stopped trying to hold back. He thrust with purpose to the frantic rhythm his body demanded, chasing his own pleasure until quite suddenly, he caught it, spilling with a stilted moan into the most fertile place inside of Jude. As though Jude’s body knew it, his muscles contracted around Al’s cock, milking him bone dry and drawing his cum up inside.
They lay together, grinding on each other, for a minute or two, until Al was so overstimulated, he had no choice but to pull out. He rolled onto his back and Jude followed, slotting himself against Al so he was hugging Al’s arm, their legs loosely intertwined.
“I can’t promise you everything you need,” Jude told him, “but you can have me for now, if you want me.”
It wasn’t enough, but Al was a starved man being offered scraps. He could not say no.
“I always feel desire for you,” he said with brutal honesty.
“Yeah,” Jude said after a few Mississippis. “Me too.” He shook his head and buried his face in Al’s bicep. “I just wish I knew what to do about it.”
16
Jude
It wasn’t yet morning when Jude awoke hot, breathless, and hard as a rock. He’d been dreaming about sex with Al—namely, how good it felt when Al was coming inside him—but had woken up right before the best part.
He blinked, letting his eyes adjust to the darkness, and glanced to the side of the bed where Al was sleeping. He looked peaceful, all signs of difficult emotions smoothed away, and Jude couldn’t keep himself from snuggling in close and pressing his lips to the pulse point of his neck.
“Hey, baby,” he whispered after Al hummed softly, stirred by the kiss. “You awake?”
“I am becoming conscious presently,” Al murmured back. Eyes still closed, he reached out and took hold of Jude’s hand, lacing their fingers together. “Do you require my assistance, Jude?”
“Mm, not if it’s too much trouble.”
