Alex squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his teeth. The urge to come swelled inside him, tightening his balls until holding back his orgasm was near painful. He whimpered, and it was only then that Laurence kissed the side of his head, like a tiny token of his affection could make itbetter.
Itdid.
Alex longed for his kiss and the comfort it provided, and he turned his head toward its source, eager for Laurence’s lips. Laurence had other plans. He spoke. “What do you want me to do with your cum this time, baby? Where do you want me to putit?”
Alex’s brain short-circuited. He choked back a cry and pushed the rest of the sound out through histeeth.
What was he supposed tosay?
Laurence’s free hand moved to his jaw, and he ran his thumb along Alex’s lips. “In your mouth?” With a gentle touch, Laurence pushed his thumb inside, tracing over Alex’s tongue. “If we put it there, you’ll be able to taste yourself. Do you want that, baby? Do you want to remember what I made you do? That you made all that cum because of me? Or do you want it inside you?” Laurence pushed his thumb deeper into Alex’s mouth, forcing him to suck it—which Alex did, with abandon. His chest heaved. His balls ached. He’d never wanted to come so badly in his life. “We can cover my cock with it and push it back inside of you. Do you want that, baby? To be bred by your own cum? You looked so happy when we did it before… so this time, I’ll usemore.”
Alex’s knees gave out. If it hadn’t been for Laurence’s quick thinking, he would have dropped to the floor. Instead, Laurence released his cock and braced him just above his groin. The position was uncomfortable, but it was better than being a puddle on the floor. In gratitude, Alex’s tongue flicked over Laurence’sthumb.
Laurence chuckled. “I guess that answers my question, doesn’tit?”
He took Alex carefully into his arms, then lifted him and carried him to the bed. Alex’s legs hung limp and swayed as Laurence walked. His joints had given out. Laurence had talked themsenseless.
Ever careful, Laurence laid Alex on the bed, face down. There was a click as his glasses met the bedside table. Alex folded his arms beneath his head, marveling at how strange his elbows felt, and how weak his limbs had become. The bed dipped around him as Laurence straddled his legs, and Alex moaned in delight as his hands found their home on his ass, one on either side. With firm, deep movements, Laurence massaged each cheek, then moved down to Alex’s thighs and massaged them,too.
“The moonlight makes the lace you’re wearing even more beautiful than it was in the picture you sent,” Laurence murmured. Alex was surprised to feel the heat of his breath against the curve of his ass. He lifted his head to try to get a look, but before he could see anything, Laurence’s tongue dragged up the lace and over the sensitive skin beneathit.
“I never thought that I’d want something like this,” Laurence confessed, his voice low and secretive. His tongue restarted on the opposite cheek, worshiping Alex’s ass and the lace that adorned it. “But you… you know what I want better than I do, don’tyou?”
Alex wished he could reply, but his thoughts were jumbled and his tongue was senseless—as useless as his joints. The more Laurence talked, the less Alex was able toreply.
A tightening at Alex’s waist drew his attention—Laurence’s teeth had hooked the elastic band of the panties. Carefully, he guided them down. The process was slow, allowing Alex to feel as the final layer between him and Laurence was stripped away. He shivered and lifted his ass as best he could, helping the process along. Soon enough, Laurence had pulled the elastic down below the curve of Alex’s ass, where he leftit.
His hands returned to Alex’s cheeks, and he began his massageagain.
“But as much as you know what I want, you need me, too,” Laurence said, his words a secret whispered against Alex’s skin. “You need me to care foryou.”
Once, before he’d met Laurence, Alex would have argued against that statement. He would have claimed that he didn’t need anyone but himself. He’d bedded man after man senselessly in order to prove it. But when he’d met Laurence, he’d come to understand that he’d been mistaken—that what he needed the most from life wasn’t to avenge the wrongs done to him. What he needed was to find someone to put him back togetheragain.
The suffering he’d endured from Jason, the string of vile men who cared more about Alex’s ass than they did about what was between his ears or in his heart, the shame of admitting that he’d made a poor decision… his mistakes had once seemed insurmountable, but all it had taken was one man to show him that no problem was without asolution.
And now, that man was licking his way up Alex’s thighs, ready to prove to him that not everyone was as bad as Alex had made them out tobe.
“Tonight, everything you want is yours,” Laurence said. His tongue met the underside of Alex’s ass, and he licked his way up. White crackled in Alex’s eyes like lit sparklers, and he hummed into his arms with enjoyment. “I’m here for your pleasure, Alex. I’m here to take care of you.” The hands on Alex’s ass parted his cheeks. Alex pressed his face into his arms and mewled as Laurence licked his way inside, letting his tongue circle Alex’shole.
He said nothingmore.
The warm, wet insistence of his tongue spoke in Laurence’s place, plunging Alex into a world of selfish pleasure. He bit down on his arm and perked his ass, already eager for more. Each flick of Laurence’s tongue made Alex moan, and each time he put pressure against Alex’s entrance, it was a struggle to keep the volume of his voice down. He wanted to cry out not so he could be caught, but because it was too good notto.
A single thought repeated in Alex’s mind, caught in an infinite loop, each pass distorting its message slightly, but only making it hotter each time—he’s playing with the ass he’s going to own. He’s going to make it his. Allhis.
Alex’s teeth pinched the skin of his arm so hard, he winced and had to let go. His heart pounded like a rabbit’s while on the run, and for every four beats that passed, his dick throbbed with achingneed.
“Daddy,” Alex pleaded. When they’d first met, he’d used the word provocatively, but its meaning was different now. Laurence had promised to take care of him—to see to his every need and make sure that he never went without. A cynical part of Alex’s brain told him that promises so good couldn’t be trusted, and that he was only setting himself up for disappointment, but his heart believed. If he placed faith in Laurence—if he allowed himself to be looked after—Laurence would cherish him. Alex would never have to worry again. “Daddy, you’re going to make me come. It’s too good. It’stoogood.”
Laurence’s tongue slowed. He chuckled, then pressed a kiss to the inside of Alex’s cheek. “That wouldn’t be good, would it, baby? You know you’re not supposed to comeyet.”
Desperate and on the edge of orgasm, Alex pressed his face into the sheets and screamed. The sound was muffled, but he was still ashamed of it. He hadn’t wanted to make a noise—he didn’t want to embarrass Matthew. But if he even so much as shifted his hips, the sensation of his cock rubbing against the bedding was too much to take. Laurence had teased him to his breaking point. There was no going backnow.
It was a relief when Laurence pulled back and grabbed him by the hip, rolling him over—but it was torture when the mouth that had been so tender with his ass started to suck his balls instead. Alex clamped his hands over his mouth in an attempt to keep from vocalizing, but his body had other ideas. High-pitched, choked moans died in his throat and crashed against the backs of his teeth. He arched his hips upward, giving his body to Laurence, and Laurence took it gladly. He sucked and licked Alex’s balls until Alex felt the telltale pulse run through his shaft. He lifted his hands from his mouth and gasped, horrified, as the first ribbon of cum shot from his slit and decorated hisbelly.
“No,” he uttered, voice hollow. “No, no,stop!”
But there was no stopping his orgasm now that it was underway, no taking back his lack of restraint, and no holding in hispleasure.
