Thank goodness he remembered the condom. It hadn’t even crossed my mind. How could I have been so thoughtless? I was berating myself when a warm sensation between my legs startled me.
“It’s okay, baby. Just cleaning you up,” Dash said as he gently ran a warm washcloth between my legs.
I blushed furiously, “I could have done that.”
“I know, but I wanted to,” he smirked and sauntered back to the bathroom before returning to the bed and wrapping his arms around me.
Tucked against Dash’s chest, I felt like that was where I was meant to be. I don’t think it had anything to do with sex. I felt a strong connection to him before that. Yes, he was the first guy I’d had any kind of physical or emotional relationship with, but I felt like he was my forever. Maybe I was being naive and setting myself up for major heartbreak. Who finds their forever love on their first try?
“I can practically hear you thinking. What’s going through your head, pretty girl?”
“I was just thinking about you and me, and what’s going to happen when all of this is over,” I said, choosing my words carefully.
He gave me a little squeeze. “When all of this is over, I’m going to talk to your father, which I should have done before I took you to bed, but I can’t do anything about that now. Then, you need to decide if you want to stay in your room at the club for a little longer, move in with Phoenix, or get a place with me. The timing is up to you, baby, but we will be moving in together, getting married, and eventually starting a family.”
I looked up so I could see his face, “You’re serious about all this?”
“Of course I am. Aren’t you?”
“I want to be. I mean, I am, I just thought that maybe I was making more out of this than it really is. All of this is new to me, having a relationship, having sex, having these feelings.”
He sat up a little, “What feelings?”
I felt my cheeks redden and turned my head away from him. “I don’t know how to describe them.”
“You in love with me, darlin’?”
Now I really felt like a stupid little girl. “I don’t know how that feels, so I can’t answer that question.”
“I ain’t ever been in love, but I imagine it feels like you can’t breathe without the other person. When you’re apart, you can’t wait to see them. Everything seems better when they’re around. When they hurt, you hurt. When they cry, you cry. When they smile, you smile. You would give your life to save theirs, but if you lost them, you would lose yourself, too.”
I cast my eyes away from him and chewed on my bottom lip, fighting the urge to rub my hands together. That was exactly how I felt about him, but what if he didn’t feel that way about me? “In case I didn’t make it clear, sweetheart, that’s exactly how I feel about you.”
My head shot up, eyes wide. “Really?!?” I all but shrieked.
He grinned slyly, “Yeah, darlin’. I love you.”
I pushed back and launched myself at him. “I love you, too.”
I pressed my mouth to his and slid my fingers into his hair. He pulled me over him so that I was straddling him. It was then I realized we were both still very much naked. I continued kissing him until he firmly gripped my hips and pushed me back.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
He grinned, “Nothing, baby. I just needed to grab a condom. I couldn’t take you sliding that sweet pussy over my cock much longer.”
Oh, had I been doing that? “Sorry,” I mumbled.
“Nothing to be sorry for,” he said as he rolled the condom down his shaft. Good grief that thing was big. How in the world did it fit? He laughed, “Quit staring at my cock and ride me.” He grabbed my hips and lifted, positioning me above his hard length.
He used one hand to hold his...cock up against me. “Slide down it, baby,” he rasped out.
I did as he said and oh my stars this was a whole different kind of wonderful. I wasn’t sure what to do next, though. I looked to Dash for help, pleading with my eyes. He seemed to understand my dilemma without me having to say it. He took hold of my hips and started to guide my movements. He had me bouncing up and down and rocking back and forth.
“Baby,” he breathed. “You look so hot riding me, with your tits bouncing in my face.” He leaned forward and sucked a nipple into his mouth. He sucked hard and slapped my butt with his hand. The little twinge of pain in my nipple and the sting on my backside pushed me right over the edge. I lifted myself up and slammed back down on him over and over while my orgasm pulsed through me. He groaned and then held my hips still as his entire body shuddered.
Sweaty and out of breath, I had a sudden realization, “Do you think Jamie and Pete know what we’ve been doing in here all morning?”
Dash smirked, “You think I would ever let anybody hear you come, especially the first time my cock’s buried inside you?” He raised an eyebrow and looked at me pointedly. “Fuck no I wouldn’t. I sent those two cockheads to the store to replenish our supplies for two more weeks. They shouldn’t be back for another hour.”