Holy. Shit.
“Uh…” I said. I knew I shouldn’t stare, but I couldn’t tear my gaze away from his cock.
He glanced down, his grin edging with smugness when he looked back at me. “Is there a problem, angel?”
“Cade, I…” I swallowed, and he frowned as I attempted to cover my body with my hands. Suddenly, the cool air against my skin was too much after the heat I had felt from him earlier, and I was abruptly reminded of how long it had been since I’d had someone in my bedroom. I didn’t realize the extent of my obsession with work and my investigation until a friend of mine, Catherine, contacted me, saying she hadn’t seen me in over a year and missed me.
Over a year, had it really been that long?
Because the last time I went out with the girls was the last time I got any.
The heat rose in my cheeks, and I couldn’t stop it. I pulled my gaze away from the fucking monster between his legs and looked into his eyes. Was I really that drunk the other night that I didn’t remember how fucking big he was? I’d had that thing in mymouth. Was I blind to the fact I’d barely have been swallowing the head with how my lips stretched around him?
The smug grin had gone and was replaced with concern, although his jaw was still tense.
I’d broken the mood.
I sat up and shifted toward the head of the bed. “It’s um…” Another look at his cock, another muttered curse. “It’s been a while.”
“Do you not want to…” The confusion was evident in both his tone and how his brow furrowed.
Fuck, I was blowing this.
“No, I do, I really fucking do. It’s just… fuck!”I really couldn’t help staring at his cock.“What if it doesn’t… fit?”
“What happened to the woman who handcuffed me to the bed and practically shoutedyee-haw?”
The way he looked at me had me shuddering, and that dark expression passed over his face again. It’s how I imagined a wolf would look at its prey. I stayed still as Cade kneeled on the bed before crawling toward me. I’d like to say I held his eye contact, but my gaze kept drifting between his legs. I wanted to reach out and touch the tip. Cade took my hands and pulled them from covering my body, exposing me to him once again. His smile was deadly as he guided me to lay down and braced himself over me, his breath warm against my neck as he began rubbing the length of his cock against my thigh.
“It’ll fit just fine.” It was a promise.
Fuck.
He rocked against me, and I whimpered, trailing my hands up his arms, taking in the delicious definition of his muscles and moving up until I was clasping his back. My thighs were wet by the time he shifted, so his shaft was between my pussy lips and rubbed against my clit.God.I moaned and moved against him, and when he whispered in my ear, it almost pushed me over theedge.
“That’s it, angel… get nice and wet for me.” He hummed, pressing harder, his thrusts becoming slower but longer against me, drawing out the sensation. “Fuck, you feel so good. Get that pussy soaking before I fuck you.”
“Oh God,” the words were barely a whisper past my lips. He mumbled something, and I didn’t catch it, too lost in the building pleasure. “What?”
“Condom?” he asked.
When he moved to lift his body from mine and ceased his thrusting against my clit, I moaned and cried out his name. When did I get so needy? But I couldn’t help it, any hesitation I had was gone, and all I wanted was to feel the incredible stretch his cock would bring.
Bareback.
I was on birth control, and while that wasn’t the only consideration, I simply didn’t want any barriers between Cade and me. Foolish, maybe, but everywhere he touched me felt like fire, and I was panting, so close to release yet again simply from his rubbing against me.
“Just fucking fuck me,” I said through gritted teeth. “Now…please.”
I thought for a moment he was going to argue, but he simply growled again and allowed me to pull him down on top of me. Positioning himself between my thighs, he reached down and guided the head of his cock until it pressed against my entrance.
I let fly a string of curses and praises as he penetrated me, thankful that despite how wet I was, he took his time, moving in one smooth motion until he was finally fully sheathed within me. Cade was frowning, his eyes clamped closed as he braced himself above me, his arms trembling with the effort of taking it slow. He almost lost control when he was nearly fully in, finishing off with a final hard thrust that had me crying out.
Panting together, we stayed still for a moment.
“Are you okay?” he whispered.
“Yes.”
