I squirm in my seat.
“Her virginity is still intact. When we take it, we take it together and only when she begs for it.”
Yeah, probably not going to happen. We can all come without anyone penetrating my body. Though their fingers thrusting inside me feels really good.
Luke’s blue eyes capture mine. “She was untouched when we found her and she has yet to do more than kiss us, grind on us, and kiss our chests.”
“Which she only got to do to you,” Eli complains. While the bottle liked Eli, the coin didn’t last night.
“I don’t control the bottle or the coin.” Luke smirks. “Or I would have been the first to kiss her breasts.”
Heat engulfs me as I think about the first he took this morning. His tongue on my clit and his finger inside me. I’m going to need a fan just thinking about how amazing it felt when I finally let go. They must have all agreed to what they would do to me in that closet for it to work so effectively.
“We also have a webcam set up in the evenings when Harper is away from us.” Luke’s gaze gentles. “She likes to watch us sleep, amongst other things.”
If human combustion were a thing, I’d be ash. I can’t even look at Nico. What he must think of me. Why would he want any part of me when I’m just the horsemen’s whore?
“Are you in or are you out?” Luke raises an eyebrow at Nico. It feels like bargaining with Death himself.
Nico rubs his hands together and gives me a searching look. “Can I talk to Harper alone for a few minutes?”
“You may, but remember Harper has limits. If you’re even considering not being a horseman, don’t touch what’s ours. We won’t stand for disobedience.” Luke gestures to Caden.
Caden comes over to me and offers me his hand. When I slip mine into his, he helps me to my feet. He nods to Nico, who follows us. Weleave Caden’s bedroom and cross the hall. There’s a small study with leather chairs and leather-bound books lining floor-to-ceiling shelves.
“You have five minutes.” Caden kisses me gently. “Behave, little nympho.”
I’m pretty sure if Nico crosses any lines, I’ll be the one punished. When Caden closes the door, I sink down in a chair and put my feet up under me. I watch Nico curiously. He’s attractive, and I definitely feel sparks with him. It wouldn’t be a bad thing if he wanted to join in.
He sits on the edge of the chair next to mine and stares at me for a few seconds. “Do you want any of this, Harper?”
I hold my breath for a moment, trying to figure out how to make him understand.
“Honestly at first, no. I thought I could find someone to pretend to date me, but not in five minutes.” Releasing my breath, I bite my lip before confessing, “I’m not saving myself for anything in particular. I just never found someone I liked. It’s really hard to get to know someone when you’re always hiding.”
“And youlikethem?” His question sounds a little bitter.
It’s so hard to explain what I feel for them now. I meet his dark eyes. “I won’t lie to you. At first they scared me, not because of potential sex, but what they could do as punishment. That first day, they paraded me into the cafeteria and had me on a table over Luke’s lap with my skirt up. The whole cafeteria counted along with Luke’s spanks. That was mediocre compared to what they can do.”
“What have they done?”
“Sophomore year, they had a project like me, but she fought against them. It got so bad she transferred schools. Guys get beat up. They made a guy take his underwear off and put it in his mouth before covering his mouth with duct tape.” I meet his gaze and hold it, trying to make him understand. “You don’t want them as an enemy.”
Nodding, Nico settles into his seat. “What about me?”
My heart thumps and my insides feel crazy. “What about you?”
“Do you want me to join them or fight them?” His gaze drops to my lips, and I throb between my thighs. It’s like the horsemen awakened something inside me and it likes what it sees in Nico.
“I don’t want to see you hurt,” I admit. “And if you fight them, they will hurt you.”
“But do you want me to take part in this?” Nico stands and lifts me off the chair.
I squeal and grab his arms, but he settles into my seat and puts me on his lap, facing him. I swallow as I straddle his legs. The guys didn’t really approve him touching me. I glance toward the door nervously.
“Do you want me, sunshine?” His hands come up and cup my face. He searches my eyes.
Sparks race through my veins along with a throb in my heart. How different my life might be right now if he stayed. I would have lost my virginity already. For sure.
