Pestilence (Eli):
Because you do
He’s not wrong. That muscle ticks in Luke’s jaw as he listens. Everything is so fucking easy for him. He decides to claim me for all of them and then wants to monopolize me. He can’t have it both ways.
Pestilence (Eli):
You’ve met his dad
I release a breath, and my eyes return to Luke. Yes, I met his dad. If I thought Luke was cold, his father is frigid. Luke is prideful and stubborn. He’ll never admit a weakness.
He helped me explore my desires. He spoke for me when I couldn’t. Instead of taking control, he let me control my first time with him. My pussy clenches remembering how good he felt inside me.
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I shouldn’t be rewarding his bad temper. I shouldn’t care he’s all alone in that big house every fucking night. He should be used to it. He deserves it.
His gaze lands on mine. For a second, I see the guy who dragged me back into his arms in the center of my bed and held me when I was afraid. The guy who shared me with his four friends, but helped me through the process without making me feel bad. Giving in to my desire on my terms.
Fuck.
“Luke, would you come stay with me?” The words are easier to say than I thought they would be.
His eyes widen for just a second before he masks his emotions. “Caden’s already there.”
Caden squeezes my hip. The others have fallen silent.
I’d roll my eyes if it wouldn’t make him even more stubborn. “I like sleeping between two of you.”
It’s not a lie. There’s something about having hard, warm walls of man on either side of me that makes me sleep easier. I know Caden will do anything to protect me, but so would Luke. Neither of them have to be alone while they have me. Just like I don’t have to be alone since I have them.
“If I wouldn’t get in trouble, I’d go.” Eli scoffs. “Don’t be anass.”
Luke stands and walks off the screen. Did I make him angry? What new nightmare level of punishment will be waiting for me at school tomorrow?
He comes back on screen with his backpack on his shoulder. He meets my eyes before he shuts his computer. Awareness makes the hairs on my arms stand on end.
Luke is coming here.
“Do we need to talk about him?” Nico runs a hand through his hair. “I get not wanting to share Harper, but is he going to be a problem?”
“He never participated when we played with the same girl.” Caden draws me against his warm chest. “It always turned into a competition to him. His number is low for a reason.”
Twelve, was it? While the others are in the twenties. It surprised me when he said it. Honestly their numbers are all lower than I thought they would be. As much as everyone claims to have fucked a horseman, I would think their numbers would be in the triple digits by now.
“He’s fine using girls’ mouths though,” Jack points out helpfully. I don’t want to think about them with other girls. “He wants girls who keep themselves for him. Like Sidney always did.”
Heat churns in my gut thinking of Sidney and Luke.
Caden gives a little shudder. “Fuck, if he’s used to Sidney, no wonder he’s possessive of Harper. Sid gives a technically great blow job, but it’s a fucking job to her.”
“Most girls only do it because they know we like it.” Jack rubs the back of his head and winks. Just thinking about giving them head makes me a little wet.
“Luke will figure it out.” Eli stretches. “Don’t worry, kitten, I’m sure he won’t take it out on you.”
I scoff. “Sure.”
