Then, to my utter surprise, he begins to climb onto my bed. “I need to hear you say it,” he whispers.
Is he really offering what I think he’s offering right now? He’s telling me that he wants to put his mouth on me. Why would I ever say no to that? My mind is spinning.
But does he reallywantto, or is he just saying this out of guilt because I did this for him last year? He did just say he wanted to, so I should take his word for it, right?
He crawls closer, resting a hand on my leg, and my mind instantly goes blank. It’s incredible the way he can silence every thought in my mind with just one touch.
“Colin, your words.”
“Yes,” I blurt out, although I don’t know how I can speak when I can hardly breathe. “I want you to. God, Declan, I’ve always…”
I cut myself off before I admit to something I will regret. He crawls closer as my heart nearly hammers its way out of my chest.
“Have you ever done this before?” I whisper. He looks into my eyes as he shakes his head.
Then, with a gentle shove on my chest, he pushes me until I’m lying down on my bed.
As he crawls over me, I swear I stop breathing. I’ve never felt my cock harden so fast in my life.
“If you want me to stop, just say it,” he whispers.
Declan slides his fingers under the elastic waistband of my joggers, and I shudder from the sensitive sensation. He doesn’t even need to put his mouth on me. He could just do that, and I’d be happy.
“Wait,” I say with a gasp as I move up to my elbows. Hejerks his hand away from my body as if he’s burned me. I take a moment to compose myself before I ask, “Could you just…?”
God, I feel like an idiot for asking this.
“Could you…maybe…kiss me first?” I squeeze my eyes closed and pray that I didn’t just make this weird somehow. But I don’tjustwant his mouth on my dick. I need more than that.
Without responding, he crawls up my body until he’s hovering over me. Then, he smirks at me for a moment before running a hand along my jaw and pulling my mouth upward toward his.
Just before our lips touch, he murmurs, “Whatever you want, Shakespeare.”
I think I’ve died. When his mouth grazes mine, it’s like last year in the gymnasium all over again. Hesitant at first and then ravenous.
At the exact moment his tongue brushes mine, he lowers his body until he’s lying on me, and we both groan at the same time. I clench his T-shirt in my fists as he kisses me, constantly changing direction and going from nibbling to licking to sucking. Our mouths dance in perfect harmony, anticipating each other’s every move.
When he grinds himself against me, I let out a mortifying whimper. We’re getting carried away, and I’m elated about that. I can feel him losing control, and for a moment, it feels like power. Then Declan remembers what he was supposed to be doing. So he lifts away from the kiss and licks his lips before moving downward again.
I’ve never felt so hot or aroused in my life. I keep staring at the ceiling, trying to figure out if I’m dreaming or dead. Because there is no way this is real.
Gathering the top of my briefs, he tugs them down with my joggers, and I feel the cool air of the room breeze against my cock.
This is happening. This is really bloody happening.
His breath releases in a shudder as he stares down at my hard,hooded length. I glance downward to see him and notice the expression of hesitation on his face.
I can feel the moisture from the precum at the tip of my cock, and I’m embarrassed for a moment. How could I help it? The way he was kissing me and grinding on me, he’s lucky I didn’t come already.
But maybe the precum is freaking him out or something, because he’s not moving.
“You really don’t have to,” I start, but my words are quickly cut off as he leans down and runs the flat surface of his tongue from the base of my cock to the head. Then I feel the tip of his tongue slip under the foreskin, and instead of words, I release a strangled moan as if the air has been punched out of my lungs and my body is clamped tight in a vise grip.
“Dec,” I gasp. He wraps his hand around my cock, easing down the hood as he glances up at my face.
Our eyes connect before he lowers himself over me and engulfs me in the warm, wet heat of his mouth.
Another shameless sound escapes my lips. I’ve never felt anything like this in my life. It’s like experiencing everything and nothing all at once. It’s like flying and falling, like heaven and hell. I expected his blow job to be awkward and apprehensive, but Declan is devouring me as if he can’t get enough. He’s moaning wildly, slurping on my shaft, moving his mouth up and down in quick, hungry succession. His lips are curled under his teeth, and I pray that he won’t use those on me the way he asked me to use mine on him. I’m not one for pain.
