“Does it have something to do with that huge shit-eating grin that you were wearing this morning?” Andrew asked, chuckling as he pulled out the first of many syringes.
“In a roundabout way,” Connor admitted, feeling his lips pull up into that grin that he couldn’t seem to keep off his face. Yesterday with Rory had been...
Amazing.
After somehow managing to drive the truck back to his house without wrecking it, they’d managed to stumble into his house while tearing each other’s clothes off and hadn’t left until this morning. They’d made love against the front door, on the stairs, in the upstairs hallway, and three times in the bathtub before they managed to collapse in a tangled mess on his bed, where he proceeded to make love to her until he swore that he’d never be able to move again. Sex with Rory was incredible, but surprisingly it wasn’t the reason why he couldn’t stop smiling.
Rory was the reason.
He loved spending a lazy Sunday with her. It didn’t matter if they were making love, holding each other, fighting over the remote, or trying to annoy the hell out of each other, just being with her felt good. She turned him on, made him laugh and drove him out of his goddamn mind and he loved every single minute of it. She was definitely worth the bullshit that he was going to have to go through to get back on her family’s good side after yesterday.
“Oh, fuck,” Andrew groaned, dragging his attention away from the most incredible weekend of his life in time to see his oldest friend stumble away from the truck and make his way towards the overgrown brush surrounding the woods where Andrew proceeded to lose his lunch near a patch of poison ivy.
“Stop,” Andrew said on a gasp when Connor moved to help him.
He wasn’t sure what he hated more, watching his best friend slowly lose this battle or feeling this helpless. It wouldn’t be so bad if Andrew wasn’t being so damn pigheaded, but he was. Andrew refused to ask for help and Connor feared that Andrew’s pride was going to get him killed. He knew that it was Andrew’s choice, but he wished he would ask for help, scream for it, but he wouldn’t. Andrew was leaving his fate in God’s hands and Connor didn’t think that was enough, not for this.
“You need to go home,” Connor snapped, sick of this bullshit. Andrew didn’t belong here, especially if he wasn’t going to put up a fight. If this was it, he’d rather see his oldest friend go out with a bang, but Andrew refused to act like anything was wrong.
“Are you still going to pay me?” Andrew asked, sitting back on his haunches as he dropped his face in his hands, no doubt fighting another wave of nausea from the expensive medication that was supposed to be helping him.
“Yes,” Connor gritted out, already knowing where the stubborn man was going with this.
Sure enough, Andrew shook his head as he slowly got to his feet. “Then, I’m staying, Connor. I’m not a charity case,” he said, pressing a shaky hand to his stomach as he walked back to his truck.
“No, you’re a fucking idiot!” Connor snapped as the fear that he’d been fighting for the last year once again crept up his spine. He couldn’t lose his best friend. They’d been friends since they were little kids and had always been there for each other. Andrew was one of the best people that he knew. The man was kind, always there for him, and put up with his bullshit and helped keep him in line. Without him...
Hell, he didn’t want to think about that because it wasn’t going to happen. Andrew was going to beat this damn thing and that’s all that mattered.
“Love you too, man,” Andrew said with a forced smile as he placed the used syringes in a canister and stored it beneath his seat. Andrew carefully placed the cooler on the floor, grabbed his hardhat and clipboard while Connor wracked his brain, trying to figure out a way to fix this. He refused to believe that there was nothing that he could do.
“Let it go, Connor,” Andrew said softly.
“I can’t.”
“You’re going to have to, Connor,” Andrew said, sounding tired as he walked away.
Connor cursed up a storm as Andrew stumbled on his way back to the site. He wasn’t surprised when Andrew couldn’t make it past the flatbeds before he needed to take a break. He was supposed to rest for three hours after taking his medication, but he never did. Andrew didn’t want to be sick and didn’t want to face what lay ahead of him and Connor couldn’t blame him, but sometimes like now, it was too much to bear.
He wanted to yell at Andrew, scream at him until his voice was hoarse and then do it some more. He needed to shake some sense into his friend, tell him how unfair he was being by making him feel this fucking helpless, but he couldn’t. Andrew didn’t need to hear how scared he was. It wouldn’t be fair, but then again, nothing about this situation was.
“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” Rory said casually even as her stomach fluttered in dread.
“You’re not getting out of having dinner with me tonight, Rory,” Connor said with a hard glare as he caged her in against the side of her Jeep.
“I’m not trying to get out of anything, Connor,” she explained, reaching between them and hooking her fingers through his belt loop.
“Then why do you keep asking if I’ve changed my mind?” he asked, frowning down at her as he reached over and lightly traced her jaw with his finger.
“Because you’ve been acting like you have a bug up your ass all day and haven’t said more than two words to me since lunch,” Rory said, liking the way his lips twitched as some of the sadness seeped away from his expression.
She shouldn’t care if he was upset. This was only a deal, after all, albeit a deal that now included incredible sex, but a deal, nonetheless. Not to mention that this was Connor, the bastard who’d jumped behind the student driver’s ed car while she’d been taking her driver’s test and made it look like she ran him over, causing her to fail the test and her instructor’s breakdown when Rory may have “inadvertently” tried to run over Connor for real. If she were smart, she’d figure out what caused him to lose that easygoing smile of his a few hours ago and exploit it to get her project free and clear and get out of this deal.
Apparently, she was an idiot because not only did she not want to get out of this deal like any sane woman would, but she was afraid that she was falling for him. She should be wringing his neck and going for his nipples for stealing her project and dangling it in front of her like a carrot on a stick, but instead, she wanted to do whatever it took to make him smile in that way that curled her toes and made her heart race. Maybe her brothers should have her committed, Rory thought as she used her hold to pull him closer.
“Is this your way of telling me that you missed me?” Connor asked softly, his features softening as he smiled.
Yes, unfortunately for her and her sanity, and not to mention her pride, she had missed him. Her brothers, who apparently were not speaking to her at the moment, spent most of the day glaring daggers at Connor and making fun of her like she hadn’t been standing less than ten feet away from them. When Johnny started chanting, “Connor and Rory sitting in a tree,” she decided that it was time to go around and check up on the rest of her men, right after she stapled Johnny’s ass to the roof.
