Chapter 20
Nojan looked down at her and realized he was lost. If he took the final step, there truly would be no coming back. He was already in love with her. He could admit that now. But if he plunged into her sweet heat, he would be hopelessly addicted.
Letting her go would be beyond impossible.
Fuck it, he thought.I’ve got enough siblings to carry on the family line. I don’t mind bucking tradition if that means I can keep my little Mayra. I would do anything to have her by my side, and that includes fighting my own family.
“I want you to be certain,” he said, staring into those magnificent eyes of hers. “There is no going back once we start this.” Those words were true on multiple levels. Not only would he not be able to hold back his desire once he slipped inside her, but he also would never be able to let her go. Although she might not understand that truth yet, she soon would.
Mayra nodded. “I want this. Please.”
With a groan, he leaned in and captured her lips. She moaned against his mouth, and he wondered if she could taste herself on his lips. Their tongues tangled as he positioned himself between her thighs. Delaying a little, he began to rub his cock against her lips, up and down, up and down, teasing her, feeling her moisture spread to his dick.
Her head began to thrash and she let out a pitiful mewl. “Please!”
Her begging drove him into a haze. “I’m sorry, precious,” he whispered, “but this is gonna hurt. I’ll do my best to minimize the pain, but that’s the way it is. It will only hurt this once, and I would take the pain from you if I could, but afterwards, I promise to bring you nothing but pleasure.”
Her eyes were closed. He hoped she’d heard him. He would be as gentle as he could, but the pain was inevitable. Slowly, so slowly, he began to press into her.
Mayra’s eyes opened wide. “Oh. It can’t fit—”
“Shh.” He kissed her gently, using every ounce of restraint he possessed. “It will. I promise, but you must relax.”
Her breathing sped up, and little wrinkles appeared in her forehead. She was tensing up, not relaxing. Nojan ground his teeth in frustration. She was already so tight he was having major problems holding still. His brought his fingers up to begin circling her clit again, teasing her, until he could feel her relaxing around him.
He began pushing in again slowly, all the time his fingers rubbing her nub. After a moment, he reached the barrier of her virginity.This is it. No going back. Seizing her lips in a fiery kiss, he thrust, bursting the barrier and seating himself fulling inside her.
She screamed into his mouth and he paused, waiting for her to adjust. He could see tears welling in her eyes and they battered against him like a hundred fists.I will make it up to her. I will make it all worth it.
He decorated her face with tiny kisses, his fingers rubbing, relaxing, until he could feel her hips start to move of their own accord. It was only then that he began to thrust again, gently at first, until her hips were rocking in time. Then he plunged inside her with abandon.
“Nothing has ever felt this good,” he groaned against her neck. “You’re flawless inside and out.” Then he lost the power of speech.
She was so tight around him, so wet and warm, that he knew he wouldn’t be able to hold on. He’d never had this problem with women before, but no woman had ever aroused him like the fair Mayra could. Thrusting again, he knew it wouldn’t be long before he was spilling his seed inside her rapturous perfection. But before he did, he had to bring her once more to the peak of pleasure.
“I want to feel you squeeze around me,” he whispered into her ear, then nibbled her lobe. “I want to know what it feels like to have your pretty pussy come on my cock.”
Mayra moaned at his words and he knew she would be close. His fingers picked up their pace, circling her clit. He bent his head to capture a nipple with his mouth and she cried out. “Please never stop.”
He thrust harder, then moved his fingers rapidly back and forth while sucking hard on her nipple.
“Yes!” she screamed, her hips flying off the bed, and then he felt her inner walls trembling against him.
It was too much, her climax on his cock. It squeezed him with such delicious intensity that he lost control. Driving himself in deep, he released his seed with a long, low groan.
He rolled off of her, pulling her into his arms and breathing as if he’d just fought one of the man-sized wild cubs on his planet. They were playful beasts, still children, and they loved to ambush Vartik men and tussle with them for fun. He’d used to consider them his favorite sparring partners. Not any longer.
“You were amazing,” he said, planting a kiss on her nose.
“Takes one to know one,” she said, her eyes closing from exhaustion.
He laughed. Turning his head, he studied her face. It was flushed, glowing, and he thought he might never see anything that lovely in all his life.
“Well,” he said after a moment. “Do you feel any different?”
He was dreading what she might say. Was she a full oracle now? Did she no longer need him? Or, perhaps worse, had she not enjoyed what had just passed between them as much as he had?
It turned out that he had no reason to fear her response because she didn’t make one. Mayra was already fast asleep on his shoulder. Nojan smiled, feeling content. He’d just had the single most erotic experience in his life with his idea of the ideal woman, and now she was resting peacefully in his arms. If there was a Heaven, he imagined it felt very similar to this moment.
