Could Trenton be a virgin too?
What in the actual fuck was I supposed to do with this information?
I could barely remember what being a virgin felt like and I’d had a whole lotta sex since then. Quinton had been the one to take my virginity and I’d all too happy to have him be the one to do it.
Simon being a virgin wasn’t a bad thing. It was sweet actually and I didn’t mind being the one to share this moment with him.
I rubbed myself against his cock as I scraped my nails lightly up his back. “I promise you you’re not gonna hurt me, Simon. But this is probably going to go really fast and I promise to make it up to you when we get home and do something sweet where we take things slow. But right now slow is not what I want.”
He pressed his lips to mine, this time with more confidence, and his tongue swept into my mouth. I kissed him back, putting everything I felt for him into it. All my love and longing and just how hungry I had been foe him. He answered me back with everything he had.
I slid my hand down his hard body, loving the feel of him and the heat he gave off.
That connection we shared between us reached out, tentatively touching just as the two of us explored each others bodies our souls explored the very depths of us.
I shivered uncontrollably as I reached down in between us and wrapped my hand around his cock. Simon moaned as his wet hands cupped my breasts. He dipped his head down and sucked a puckered nipple into his mouth.
I moaned as I positioned myself over his cock and slowly sank down onto it.
“Holy hell, Ariel,” he croaked in a harsh voice a I began moving my hips and riding him in earnest.
I pressed my forehead to his as I moved on top of him. He gripped my hips tightly, his fingers digging into my skin and likely leaving marks on my skin.
I liked the thought of having his marks only skin for days to come. It would be a great reminder of what it felt like to have him inside of me finally.
His fingers easily slipped between my thighs and he circled my clit.
The water splashed around in the tub with my every move and I was probably getting the floor all wet but didn’t have the heart to care.
Our souls were more wrapped up together and tangled than our bodies were. It made ever little touch feel even more intense than a normal touch felt. It might have been the most intense and beautifully erotic thing I had ever felt.
It was pushing me over the edge and by the little anxious noises Simon was making I knew he was right there with me and he felt everything just as deeply as I was.
I arched my back as my nails dug into his back and scraped up his skin as I came with a loud whimper and Simon’s name on my lips.
I felt his cock jerk inside of me as he came with me and I collapsed on top of him, shoving my face into his neck.
I almost broke down and started sobbing when I felt our souls begin to unravel and move away from each other. I took in a shuddering breath and released it, allowing my soul to sink back into my body and I let his go without digging my claws into it and never letting go like I wanted to.
I had to remind myself that it’d never be that far from mine because we were tied together permanently for all of eternity and that was enough to calm that clingy, needy thing inside of me that was screaming he was ours and not to let go.
Simon stood up in the tub with me still in his arms and wrapped around him. He stepped out of the tub and wrapped a towel around my body.
My boy laid limp in his arms, all of the energy having been drained right out of me.
“I got you, Ariel. Sleep. I’ll take care of you.”
I wanted to fight against his words and my body’s sudden need for sleep but the immense heat he was giving off and the safety of his arms was doing strange things to me and lulling me to sleep.
“Love you, Simon,” I murmured.
He murmured something back but I was too tired to make out the words. I didn’t need to hear Simon say he loved me back, not when he was a part of my very soul. That feeling of belonging to someone else wasn’t ever going anywhere and I already knew he loved me.
16
Because I Can Be A Monster Too
Ariel
