“You broke your own rule,” she says, voice thick.
I laugh, rough and low. “Yeah, I did.”
I can barely get the words out, my head still spinning from the aftershock of what her body just did to mine.
“I’m not even sorry.”
She pulls back enough to look at me, those brown eyes sharp and soft at the same time.
“Neither am I.”
Her hair is half undone, sweat on her neck catching the light. I want to kiss her so hard it leaves a mark.
“I’m covered in you,” she says, half-laughing, half out of breath. “And I still smell like horse.”
Chapter 18
Nicole
Last night rearranged something inside me. Now, morning light slips in through the window in soft bands. For a moment, I don’t move. I just breathe and let myself stay exactly where I am -- wrapped in quiet safety. I want to remember this moment and I want more of this man’s steady presence beside me.
Harrison sleeps on his back. His face is relaxed in a way I haven’t seen before. No tight jaw or guarded expressions. He’s so handsome. The sight of him does something to me. Last night wasn’t about giving in. It was about letting go. There’s a difference.
I shift carefully, not wanting to wake him yet, and prop myself on my elbow. The sheets are rumpled, the room still holds the warmth of us, but what lingers most is the feeling -- not the memory of touch, but the aftermath of it. That deep, settled calm that only comes when two people stop bracing for impact.
If Harrison hadn’t surrendered his fear, none of this would exist. That thought lands with clarity, not heaviness. I’ve worked with enough horses to know the moment when resistance finally loosens -- not because it’s forced, but because the animal realizes it’s safe to stop fighting.
Horses have taught me that patience isn’t passive. It’s active and intentional. Sometimes, it takes longer than you expect.
Harrison’s trust was taken advantage of. I know that’s why he has that tattoo. He wants to trust, but fear can have a mighty grip.
I don’t blame him for it. Loving someone who’s been betrayed means understanding the instinct to protect the wound before anything else. He built his rules for a reason. He’s been surviving by them.
But rules that keep you alive can also keep you lonely. Last night, he chose something else.
He chose to trust not blindly, not recklessly, but fully enough to step forward instead of standing still. And because he did, I’m lying here in the quiet aftermath of bliss instead of wondering what might have been.
That’s not something I take lightly.
He stirs beside me, breath hitching once as he wakes. His eyes open slowly, unfocused at first, then settle on me. There’s no confusion there. No second-guessing.
“Morning,” he says, voice low and rough with sleep.
“Morning.”
He reaches for me without hesitation, hand warm against my back, pulling me closer until my forehead rests against his shoulder. The gesture is simple, familiar already, and it makes my throat tighten.
This … this is the part that matters.
“I should check the ranch,” he murmurs.
I smile against his skin. “You will.”
“Not yet.”
I laugh softly, and he presses a kiss to my hair. There’s no urgency in it, no edge. Just affection, easy and sure. That’s how I know everything has transformed for him.
When we finally do get up, it’s unremarkable in the best way. Coffee together, but this time here, instead of the stable. Harrison moves through the morning and I do as well, wearing one of his shirts.
