“Jax, I don’t want to stop.” Gone is the blushing, awkward girl from a moment ago, the voice that comes out of me is strong and sure with no hint of hesitation. "I want you.”
The words barely leave my mouth before Jaxon grabs me and pulls me into his chest, his lips finding mine in a searing kiss.
This is happening.
All I know is the sensation he brings and the growing need in my body.
Until the panic sets in.
I thought I had gotten over the overthinking weeks ago, but it comes rushing back, none of it logical.Polly is going to walk in and see us. No, Polly won’t walk in, she’s been gone for hours. But someone could walk in. Oh my God, how embarrassing would that be? Is the door even locked? Crap, did we lock the door when he came in here? I don’t remember.
Jaxon must sense the impending doom that’s taking place in my mind and pulls back, examining me. “Candi, what is it? Are you alright?”
Pushing myself off the loveseat, I walk over to my bed, flop down on it and drape my arms over my face. I can’t believe I’m ruining this before it’s even started. “It’s stupid,” I mumble, completely aware of how dramatic I’m being.
His voice is closer when he speaks. “I bet it’s not.” When I sit up, Jaxon is standing beside my bed looking down at me. “Tell me what it is.”
“It’s dumb,” I say, because I’m not sure if he’s aware of just how stupid it is.
“Try me.”
Rolling my eyes, I sit up and point to the door with a sigh. “My brain went to someone walking in the room while we did…things, and then I started to worry that the door was unlocked and that someone would actually walk in. Happy?”
“No,” he says over his shoulder walking through the room and over to the door to check the lock. “No, I would not be happy if someone walked in while we were doingthings,”he turns to me with a grin. “Locked. Nothing to worry about.” I watch as he saunters back to me, his cock hard in his gray sweatpants making my mouth go dry. He is one hell of a man. Not that I know much about dicks or cocks in general, but I know the man standing in front of me isbig.Jaxon notices me checking him out and chuckles. “Are you better now?” he asks, teasing.
Biting my lip, I nod at him, and without another word, he stands in front of me and removes his shirt. Did I say my mouth was dry? It’s the Sahara Desert now. He’s got muscles on top of muscles and I’m speechless. Baseball does a bodywell.
Shirt now in a pile on the floor, he settles himself between my legs that are draped over the edge of the bed, his hand coming around the back of my neck and fisting in my hair. “Don’t worry Sweetness, I’ve got you.” His free hand finds the edge of my hoodie and slides under it, his warm palm leaving goosebumps in its wake as he slowly drags it up. His palm hits my rib cage where he hisses. “You’re not wearing a bra?”
Jaxon leans down and presses his forehead to mine while the hand under my top moves to cup my small breast, his thumb rubs slowly against my hard nipple, making me suck in a breath. “No,” I gasp, “There’s no need for one.” His thumb doesn’t stop circling the bud, making the pounding of my clit even more urgent.
“Shit,” he breathes, and without warning the hand fisted in my hair falls to my hoodie as he quickly lifts it over my head. Before I have time to register what’s happening, my nipple is firmly in his mouth as he nips at it, making me moan and my back arch.
This, I had never imagined. I never knew that I could be coming undone with his mouth on my breast, but here I am, squirming in his arms as sensation travels through my body and I can feel the wetness between my legs. He feels sogood.
“Jax,” I manage to croak out while he alternates between sucking and nibbling, taking turns with both breasts.
“Lay down,” he orders, and I don’t hesitate, settling myself in the middle of the bed naked from the waist up and not feeling ashamed. He crawls onto the bed and sits on his knees between my thighs. “I’m going to take these off and then I’m going to lick your pussy Sweetness. I bet you’re just as sweet as your name.”
Oh. My. God.
I’m going to die and go to heaven.
Jaxon’s large hands slide up my thighs until he reaches the band of my leggings and slips his hands inside, gently gliding the fabric off my body until I’m laying naked underneath him. Thank God I shaved.
He tosses my pants to the floor and pauses, smiling down at me. “Ready Sweetness?”
Licking my lips, I mumble, “Mmhmm,” and I watch as he lowers himself until he’s right in front of my center, his warm breath fanning across my skin. With a wicked grin, he wrenches my legs wider, placing both thighs over his shoulders as he slowly lowers his head and licks.
My body involuntarily jerks as his hot tongue presses against my clit, pure pleasure coursing through me. A pleasure I’ve never felt before. He tortures me with long, slow licks, making me writhe beneath him. His tongue swirls across my throbbing clit as he sinks one finger into me, making me cry out.
Jaxon pauses, his mouth lifting off of me. “Sweetness, you okay?”
I want to kill him for stopping, but I’m secretly thankful that he’s checking on me. “Yeah,” I pant, “All good.” For emphasis, I even give him a thumbs-up that makes him chuckle before he settles his mouth over me once more.
His tongue and finger move together, and when he adds a second finger, my eyes roll back into my skull. He’s scissoring them inside me, stretching me, but also dragging against my sensitive walls making my muscles clench around him. Every move of his fingers and swipe of his tongue is stoking the flames that have engulfed me. The pleasure builds higher before it topples over, my orgasm crashing through me, muscles spasming as he continues to lick and stroke me, dragging out my orgasm for as long as possible.
I’m completely incoherent with all the hormones traveling through my veins. My chest heaves as I try to come back down because I’m certain my soul has left my body. Jaxon kisses up my stomach to my neck, his hands never leaving my body. “Don’t move Sweetness, I’ll be right back.” The bed bounces without his weight on it, but I don’t think I’m going to move anytime soon.
