Page 60 of Knot Letting Go


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Rhodes stares at me. He doesn’t answer my question, but he slowly kicks the comforter off without breaking eye contact.There’s an eagerness to each movement, but his hands tremble. The blanket falls to the floor silently. Neither of us break the quiet of the room.

With one hand covering his cock, he pushes his boxers further down his toned legs. His subtle icy scent intensifies, edged with a nervousness that appeals to me more than it should.

“You’re sure?” I ask.

“Um…” The hand he’d spread over his cock to hide himself pulls back, revealing his full length. “I think… uh… I might like being watched.” The words come out quiet, hesitant, like he’s afraid to admit them. Or maybe like he’s surprising himself.

“Do you think you’d like a little voyeurism, too?”

His cock kicks against his chiseled abs. He hesitates, eyes flicking down, then back up as he slowly nods, teeth scraping over his bottom lip. “I kinda watched you before,” he admits, surprising me even more.

“When?”

“In the locker room showers.”

Ah, I thought I heard someone. Guess I was right.

Heart pounding, I unzip my jeans, pulling my cock out through the slit in my boxers without dropping my pants. I’m shockingly hard already. This is new territory for us both. I haven’t been aroused when thinking about anyone but Raven since I was eighteen. But right now, all I see is Rhodes.

I give myself a lazy stroke, and he copies the action. Neither of us look away.

The room is silent except for our heavy breaths. The tight muscles of his stomach flex, and I take one step closer before stopping, holding myself back. He’s not ready for more. Maybe I’m not either.

His gaze skims away from my face, down my body to land on my tight fist.

The heater kicks on, a steady hum serving as a backdrop for our panting.

The veins on Rhodes’ forearm stand out as he grips his cock tighter, pre-cum dribbling from his tip, coating his hand as he slides it over his head and down to his base. Fuck, that’s hot. My normally active mind is quiet, focusedonly on the feel of my hand gliding up and down my length, the way his chest rises and falls, the fearfully hungry look in his eyes.

The moment feels heavy with anticipation.

“Are you gonna come for me, beta?” I say, gravelly and rough.

His Adam’s apple bobs as he swallows. “I didn’t expect… I’m not sure I…”

In two strides, I’m standing beside the bunk bed. Leaning in, I rest my forearm against the upper bunk while my other hand works faster over my length. “I know. I didn’t either. It doesn’t need to mean anything.”

Even as I say it, I know it’s a lie. This means something. I want this. I want more than this. My mind conjures images of Rhodes and me with Raven. My cock in his ass as he fucks our girl. Her between us. His lips around me as she pegs him from behind—hmmm, I wonder, would they be into that?

My cock releases a stream of pre-cum that drips onto Rhodes' sheets. He watches it, licking his lips. The tension between us is so thick you could cut it with a knife. Our eyes meet.

“I… I want it to mean something,” Rhodes gasps just as he throws his head back and ropes of cum spurt over his toned stomach.

With one hand still gripping the top bunk, I bend over and kiss him before he can catch his breath, adding my cum to his as I find my release, hard and fast.

We’re still panting when we look at each other again.

Rhodes gives me a nervous smile, and then he laughs. The sound, sweet and giddy.

I brush a lock of messy hair out of his face. “I don’t think there was anything funny about that.”

“It’s just…” He’s laughing so hard now he can’t finish the sentence. His hand is still around his cock, stomach still coated in the mix of our cum. I draw back, but he reaches for me, stopping me, taking a big breath to calm himself down. “I’m just so surprised. And… happy.”

I sit down on the edge of the bed and trail a finger slowly through the mess on his abs, painting the dips and valleys of his six pack. “But… it feels right, doesn’t it? You’re pack, and, well, you know.”

He shakes his head, brows pinching together. “I don’t know.”

“This is just… an extension of what we already have.” I shrug, not sure how to explain it better. “Plus, we’re about to get our omega, and we’re gonna do a lot more than this around each other when we help her through her heats.”