She nods and smiles as I hover over top of her. She's so damn beautiful and innocent. There's so much vulnerability and trust inher eyes and I feel the pressure of the experience we are about to share coursing through my body with nowhere to go.
I reach for her shorts and drag them and her underwear down from her hips before pausing to look at the beauty between her legs. She squirms self-consciously as my eyes meet hers again. “You’re perfect,” I whisper before swiping a finger across her pussy, enjoying how wet she already is.
I reach for my wallet and pull out the one trusty condom I’ve been carrying around for months before removing my boxers and releasing my cock.
“Oh, wow…” she murmurs, her eyes lock on my shaft as I stroke myself while standing over her. I like that’s her reaction.
I tear the condom with my teeth and quickly sheath myself before hovering at her entrance.
“This is going to hurt for a moment, but I promise it’ll feel better after the initial pain.”
She nods her head nervously as she waits for me to begin. I can’t look away from the beauty of her face, wanting to memorize this moment forever. Sure, I’ve been with girls before, but I know already, none will compare to Mae, and none will compare to this moment that we’re about to share together.
I gently push in just a little, then pull out and then push forward again more firmly. Her face flinches for only a moment as I feel her body stretch and expand, change, and mold to my form.
I like the thought of knowing that I’m the first one to be here. I’ve always been a little possessive of the things that matter the most to me but have never cared about being the first for a girl before. It isn’t something I needed to have. But with Mae, I know that this is a memory that I’ll write about and think back on for years to come and I intend on savoring it tonight.
I pull out a little more than driver in deeper, allowing her to warm up to the new sensation of being filled. I hope that I'm giving her what she needs in a first-time experience. The beauty, thrill, andinnocence in it all. Damn, I’m a sap. I push back into her again, settling for a moment this time before burying myself all of the way to the root.
She reaches her hands up and runs them through my hair as I continue to move slowly, trying to make things last when all I want to do is immediately unload inside of her.
“How are you feeling?” I ask, checking in before I rock my hips forward again.
“Incredible, Cody,” she whispers, and the sound goes straight to my cock, boosting my confidence as I start to pick up my speed.
“You’re too easy to please,” I whisper with a smile as I push in deeper.
Her eyes flutter closed as her mouth drops open slightly and her breathing increases. My fingers reach between our bodies as I find her clit and stroke it gently. Her eyes shoot open on a gasp.
“Oh… wow. That's nice.”
I’m pretty sure she just realized she has a clit. I rub harder and roll my hips downward to give her more friction. Bringing my fingers to my lips, I wet them then rub diagonally, back and forth, circling that sensitive spot repeatedly.
“Oh gosh, Cody, oh, oh, oh…” she groans as she clamps her hand over her mouth to muffle her cries and crunches her core when her orgasm hits her.
I pump into her once more as I feel her squeezing me and then finally release all the tension I've been carrying for the past two weeks since meeting her.
"Fuck, Mae..." I groan against her neck as I still inside of her. My breathing is ragged as I try to calm my racing heart. It's never felt like that with anyone else before. and I wonder if it'll feel like that with anyone in the future.
When we're both still, I pull out, slip off the condom and pull back on my boxers and shorts, helping her get back into her clothing as well. I guide her up from the deck, supporting her as she leans against meon the couch. Placing the pillow from under her head behind her, I ensure she's comfortable, feeling the warmth of her presence.
Her breathing stills as she rests against my chest, and I notice a small smile cross her lips.
"I know I have nothing to compare it to, but that was amazing. I'll remember my first time with you for forever."
The lightning bugs blink all around us as the toads croak nearby, yet all I can think of is her words. I do have others to compare it to, and yet I know that I'll remember this forever too.
“You’re the type of girl I could fall in love with,” I whisper, kissing her temples.
She turns her head and looks up at me, while I dip my head back to her lips and kiss gently.
I’m not sure what this last summer before our senior year has planned for us, but I have a feeling it'll end with either the blossoming of love between Mae and me or the painful fracture of our hearts…
Because I’m already falling.
Chapter 10: Mae
Two months of endless bliss ending in heartbreak.
