“I fucking know that.”
“Do you? Because you spoke to her like shit a few minutes ago. I’m just saying, if you don’t want your wife to walk out of here tonight thinking you’re an asshole, you might want to take a beat to compose yourself.”
“He’s right, Dal,” Viv interjects.
“Duly noted.” He practically spits as he disappears into the crowd.
Viv turns her attention to me. “There’s something I need to talk to you about.”
“Please welcome, Ryder Stevens. He will be instructing tonight’s first lesson.” Theo’s voice sounds menacing, dark and authoritative.
“It’ll have to wait, Viv. We’re up.”
I take her hand in mine and stride over to the stage with easy confidence. I may not want to be doing this tonight, but I’m the best person in here to teach this particular kink, even though I did the unforgivable with Aspen.And she liked it.
Her body came alive under my touch. I need to get through this, and then I’m going to drink myself into a stupor and pretend I’m not thinking about my baby girl. Except she isn’t mine.
“Hey, everyone. Mistress Genevieve has agreed to assist me with this masterclass. Breath play is a very particular kink, and even when engaged in correctly, it comes with safety concerns that most kinks don’t.” Viv crawls up onto the demonstration bed, looking every inch the temptress I know her to be.
“Firstly, do not attempt this without proper training or without signed consent. I suggest only engaging if both partiesare equally interested. I would not recommend indulging with a sub if breath play is even a soft limit. I know as a Dominant, it is our place to help our submissives push themselves within safe parameters, and with any other kink, I would encourage you to test soft limits. After all, it’s why they exist. But, this is the one kink I would avoid under those circumstances.”
You could hear a pin drop in here right now, in a room of at least a hundred people. I am such a hypocrite, but I firmly believe what I’m teaching.
“Mistress Genevieve is going to sit up, facing forward so I can show you how to start learning this kink. As I said before, this can be a dangerous kink for even the most experienced Dominant if not done with the utmost care.”
I relax into it, slowly unbuttoning my shirt as I continue.
“When learning breath play, there are several methods, depending on the drive behind the kink. In most cases, it is to deepen trust in a D/s relationship. It requires complete trust from the submissive but also from the Dominant. You must know withabsoluteconfidence that your submissive will alert you if you need to stop. You need a safe signal that has been rehearsed beforehand. That may seem like a small thing, but the sub will be unable to speak during the course of breath play. If they have an item in their hand to drop, you need to know the surface you’re working on. Items may make a noise on a wooden floor, but would they on a carpeted floor or on a bed? You must know this ahead of time.”
I reach into my pocket, grab my keys, and hand them to Viv. “Drop these on the floor, please, Mistress Genevieve.” They clang against the hardwood stage. I reach down and hand them back to her. “Now, drop them on the bed.” There’s a collective understanding in the crowd. “Know your surface.”
I walk over to a table laden with masks and gags. “I do not recommend starting your journey with any of these items. Onlya seasoned Dominant should entertain a physical impediment to their submissive’s breathing. I know it can be sexy as hell, but when it comes to safety, it can hinder how quickly you can relieve your sub if they are in distress. It may not seem like much, but seconds count.”
I make my way back over to the bed, crawling on behind Viv, her back resting against my naked chest. Typically, this would be such a turn-on for me, but my cock seems to answer to one woman these days. The one I can’t even have.
“There are three main variants of breath play. Number one is smothering. This is akin to using a mask or gag but gives you complete control of the situation.” I reach around, placing my hand on Viv’s shoulder to let her know I’m about to demonstrate. She remains completely relaxed against me. “Tell me your safe signal.”
“I will tap your shoulder with my right hand.”
“Very good. Now, breathe deep, Mistress.” She does as she’s told.
I place my hand over her mouth. “To gauge time, I will close off her air and holdmybreath as I do it. This is a great way for the Dominant to learn limits. Bear in mind that some of us can hold our breath longer than others, so be cognizant of that when restricting air.”
I pinch Viv’s nose with my other hand as I take a deep breath and hold. When she’s ready, she taps my shoulder. “It’s simple, but effective.”
Viv has a blissful look on her face. She’s usually the one administering breath play, but it seems like she’s quite enjoying it.
“Number two is choking. Some confuse this with strangling, but for the purposes of breath play, they are different. Choking is the presence of a foreign object that cuts off breathing. In kink, that would most likely be a cock or a dildo. Allowingyour submissive to gag on your cock is fucking transcendent.” A knowing amusement ripples through the crowd. “However, you need to be aware of how long and how frequently they gag. You don’t want to activate their reflex to the point of vomiting, and always make sure they can breathe through their nose throughout the play. I won’t demonstrate with my dick.”
“I wouldn’t mind choking on you, Master Stevens.” Viv’s voice is like sultry silk, caressing my senses. Part of me really fucking wants to take her up on the offer. I’ve been nursing blue balls for weeks without Aspen. Maybe it would help me get over her, but as the crowd looks on expectantly, many submissives are eyeing me like their next meal, and I just can’t do it. I reach for a nine-inch dildo and ask Viv to move so that everyone can see her profile.
“Well, hello,” Viv purrs as I hold it out to her.
“Mistress Genevieve is now going to take as much as she can comfortably before I show you the difference between a good deepthroat technique and choking.”
I keep hold of the base, letting Viv adjust herself, taking the dildo to the back of her throat. I then angle her head up to allow her to take the rest. “As Mistress is beautifully demonstrating, extension of the neck allows for deeper penetration. Now, here is where it differs from deepthroating.”
Viv displays her deepthroating skills, moving up and down the dildo, taking it down her throat with each thrust of her head. I wrap her long raven-black hair around my fist and hold her in place, letting her sit with all nine inches as it restricts her air. “Such a good girl.” Everyone claps for Viv’s valiant effort as she starts to gag around the dildo, and it makes my cock twitch, but not for her. It would feel so fucking good right now to have Aspen’s throat spasm around my cock, and the growing ache is painful to say the least.
