“Is it because I don’t know?” I ask.
“Yes,” He answers honestly.
“Oh,” I breathe, not expecting such a straightforward answer.
“But not for the reasons going through your head right now.”
“You don’t know what I’m thinking,” I can’t bring my eyes to meet his even though I can feel his burning a hole right through me
“I see it on your face, Marly.” He rasps, “And if you think it’s because I don’t want you then you can think again. Fuck, princess, I’ve fucked my own hand more times than I can remember just thinking about you.”
“Then why?”
“Because I took your virginity, Marly,” He snaps, “And I shouldn’t be taking all your other firsts too!”
My jaw drops open. My other firsts…
“But I want you to,” I manage to get out, “I don’t want to give them to anyone else.”
“Goddamn,” He growls, eyes burning into me.
“I want to touch you the same way you have me,” I swallow, “I want you in my mouth.”
“Fuck,” He snaps, “Get over here and get on your knees, Marly.”
Chapter Twenty-nine
She slips off the bed, that fucking summer dress clinging to every line of her body. It’s been tempting me the whole damn day and she didn’t even fucking know it. But I’ve come to realize Marly doesn’t even know how damn tempting she is, not just to me but to every fucking man within twenty feet of her. I see them watching, see them staring and drinking her in, but she doesn’t even bat an eye toward them.
Her attention is for me and for me alone and honestly, it makes me feel ten feet fucking tall. She’smine.
And her pleading to touch me, to do so in the same way I have is about to break me. I can’t deny her. I just can’t. I wish I could, I wish I had the strength to only give her what she needs but I’ve come to fucking myself in the shower and it’s just not enough anymore. I didn’t want to take all her firsts but I’m going to anyway.
Because I’m a selfish fucking prick.
Marly comes to a stop ahead of me, her cheeks stained pink, and pupils blown and then she lowers herself to the carpet, tilting her face to maintain eye contact. Damn she looks so pretty on her knees.
“Teach me how to do it,” She asks quietly as she wets her lips.
My cock jumps, painfully hard behind the towel, “Take off the towel, Marly,” I order her, “And then wrap your hand around my cock.”
Her lashes flutter as she reaches for the knot keeping the towel in place and unhooks it, letting it fall to my feet. Her eyes move to my cock as she lifts her hand and wraps it around my shaft. She hasn’t even done anything, but the feel of her smooth palm wrapped around my dick is almost enough to take out my knees.
Yeah, fucking my own hand is nothing compared to the feel of her.
She jerks it a few times of her own accord, watching her own hand move up and down my shaft and I have to grit my teeth to stop myself from moaning. A pearl of precum leaks from the tip of my cock and her thumb swipes over it.
“Fuck,” I hiss.
She startles and goes to remove her hand, but I grasp her wrist, keeping her in place, “You wanted this, Marly,” I growl down to her, “You fucking stay right there.”
Her head wobbles with a nod and I step forward, keeping a grip on her as I line my cock up with her lips, “Now open wide for me.”
She looks up at me from beneath her lashes and opens her mouth, waiting patiently for me to feed her my cock. It should be criminal to have her like this, but it’s just her and me here andnow she’s offered herself up, I’m hardly going to deny myself the pleasure.
I slide the head of me inside of her mouth, teeth biting into my bottom lip at the feel of her warm wet tongue on the crown of my cock.
“I’m going to fuck your mouth, princess,” I warn her, “Be a good girl and take all of me.”