“Relax, baby,” I ease a little further into her, watching as my cock slowly sinks inside.
“River,” My name is a breathless plea from her lips.
“That’s it,” I praise, sinking in further, the resistance catching me off guard, but she takes it, mumbling, her fingers clawing against the hood of the car but finding no purchase. “Fuck, Marly!” I growl, flexing my hips until I feel something give and realization dawns on me.
Horror freezes me in place, my cock only half buried inside of her.
“Marly,” I can’t get my voice much above a whisper as I realize what I’ve just done, what I’ve just taken. I slide my cock out,watching it slip from her and the drops of blood now marking the condom. “No.”
“What?” She panics, “Did I do something wrong?”
“Please tell me I didn’t just…” My breath stutters from me, “Are you a virgin, Marly?”
I flick my eyes to her face, panic twisting her features, “I thought you knew.”
My eyes close as guilt twists me up, “Fuck, princess.”
“Please, don’t stop,” Her voice shakes, as if on the verge of tears.
“Marly,” I sigh, “It shouldn’t have been me.”
“I wanted it to be you,” Her whole body is trembling, and even more guilt works through me.
“Shit, baby,” Fuck, I’m a weak man. So, fucking weak. “Not like this. I’m not fucking you for your first time on top of a damn car.”
I gently pull her from the hood and lift her into my arms, “We’re not doing it like that,” I tell her, kissing her softly, “I’m so fucking sorry.”
“Where are we going?” She asks, her naked body pressed to mine.
“I can’t give you much, princess,” I kick the door open and step into the small living quarters, flicking on a lamp, “But I can do this right for you. I can give you this.”
I gently lower her onto the bed I haven’t slept in in days, covering her with my body.
“You shouldn’t have given it to me, baby,” I kiss the corner of her mouth, “But it’s mine now and I’m about to take real fucking good care of you. You trust me?”
“Yes,” She breathes.
“Then relax, princess, spread your pretty legs and let me show you how good I can make you feel.”
Chapter Twenty-four
His hands cradle my face and then his lips are on mine, tongue caressing as he kisses me slowly, sensually. My body feels as if it’s on fire, everywhere he touches, pleasure sparks and while I thought I’d feel nervous or even self-conscious during my first time, he makes me feel so damn beautiful I could weep.
His mouth trails down my jaw and then my neck, his kisses like the whisper of a butterfly wing against my skin and when the tip of him nudges at my entrance, I widen my thighs, relaxing into the feel, into the touch of him.
“That’s it, princess,” He soothes, teeth grazing across my collar bone before his tongue dips into the hollow at the base of my throat, “Relax for me.”
His cock stretches me open, the pain a bright burst that flares through me.
“We’re going to go slow, Marly,” He promises, “You tell me to stop if it gets too much.”
I nod my head confirming, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip to stifle the whimper of pain I feel as he sinks in a little deeper. I knew it would hurt but the stretch of him feels like I’m being torn.
“You’re doing so well, princess,” He rasps, his voice strained as if he’s holding himself back, his breath stuttering out of him. “Fuck, you’re so tight, Marly.”
He pulls out of me before he thrusts back inside, going deeper than before and I can’t help but cry out. “I know baby,” He soothes, doing it again, “Look at you, you’re taking me so fucking well.”
He does it a few more times and then his hips still, and his breath rushes from his lungs before he dips his chin to his chest, and looks between our bodies. My heart is pounding, and my skin is damp. As he stays there, his hips still, I start to feel myself relax a little, the pain eases although I still feel so incredibly full and stretched.
