I shrug. “Yeah, I mean, is that weird to ask you? I’m just, gosh, I’m probably twenty-five, thirty pounds heavier, and pregnant and…”
He grabs my hand and pulls me against him. He puts my hand between his thighs, and his thick rod is bulging in my fingers. “Sweet mercy… that is…”
“Hard… for you,” Eli says. His voice is husky, and his manhood twitches. “This is how I am any time I’m around you. So yes, I’m attracted to you, Sassy.”
I lift my head to look at him. He’s let go, so I’m standing here holding him in my hand. I should pull away, but I don’t want to. “Will you come to bed with me?” I ask.
He lets out a grunt. “You sure about this, Sassy?”
I nod. “I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.”
He bends over and lifts me up in his arms. He flips the light off in the spare bedroom and then carries me down the hallway to his room. He lays me down on the bed, turns on the lamp, and then cuts off the overhead light.
He points at his shorts. “I usually sleep in my underwear. Is that okay with you?”
I sit up in the bed, wanting to make sure he knows what I want. I don’t want him in here just to hold me. I need to be loved by him. “I prefer you sleep in nothing.”
He smiles and tilts his head. “I prefer you sleep in nothing.”
I reach over and turn the lamp off. As soon as my eyes adjust to the darkness, I wiggle onto the bed and pull my shirt up before dropping it to the floor. Next, I lie back and slide my panties down my thighs, and Eli is there to help me. I can make out his movements and watch as he removes his shorts and then lies next to me.
He reaches for me, pulling me to his body. His arms and legs wrap around me, and I can feel his erratic heartbeat under my cheek. He feels warm, hard, and welcoming. He pulls back and looks down at me. “The baby… the book says it’s okay, but how are you feeling? We don’t have?—”
I put a hand to his chest and then slide it down his abdomen. I swear I hear him gulp. “We don’t have to what?” I ask him playfully.
He wraps his hand around my wrist and holds it in place. “I will never take my pleasure at your expense. If you want to wait and talk to the doctor first?—”
I cut him off. “This is safe. We’re okay.” I clear my throat. “And after I found out about Jason cheating, I was tested. I’m safe.”
He groans. “Honey, please don’t talk about another man when you have my dick in your hand.”
I stroke him from root to tip. “If it means anything, I’ve always thought of you. Of this with you, I mean. It was wrong of me, but anyone else was just a replacement.”
When I realize what I said out loud, I know I’m going against my own rules. I kiss his chest and start to move down.
He pushes me to my back and hovers over me. “Same, Sassy. These last five years, I’ve only thought of you. I’ve dreamed about having you in my bed, and I’m afraid I might keep you here for a while.”
I sigh softly. “Please, I’m fine with that.”
He pushes my hands over my head against the bed.
He kisses my mouth thoroughly before going down my neck, my collarbone, and then suckling my breast.
“Yes,” I moan.
I pull against his hand, and he releases me. I thread my fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck.
He groans harshly against my skin and then kisses down my belly.
He pushes my thighs open and settles at the V of my legs. “Fuck, you smell good.”
I clench my eyes shut, shake my head, and sit up. “You don’t have to do that. I mean, if you don’t want to, I’m fine. I know some guys don’t like it.”
He chuckles and kisses my inner thigh. “Trust me, I want to.”
I’m ready for him to give me a few kisses, get bored, and move on, so I’m surprised when he settles in with determination.
He licks and teases me, and when he sucks my clit into his mouth, my body tenses, and I throw my head back against the pillow.
