“Do you want me to continue?” he asks, and I love that he is so concerned still.
“Yes,” I say. “I am dying over here. Please do.”
“As you wish,merijaan.”
He bends down to pick out his wallet from his pants, and from there he takes out a condom.
I quirk my eyebrow in question.
“I am always prepared when it comes to you.”
I shake my head, but I don’t get time to even say anything because once he is done wrapping himself, he pushes into me, and I cry out in mild pain.
It has been so long that I am not even used to it.
He presses soft kisses on my face as he slowly moves inside, and I bite his shoulder to keep myself from screaming.
“Just a little bit more,” he says before easing into me completely, and I let out a breath.
“You can move,” I say, and he slowly starts moving in and out.
He wraps his hand around mine, keeping me close while he kisses me, and I lose myself in the feeling of him.
“God, you feel so good,” he moans, and I would die to hear him moan in my ears again and again.
He groans, and I feel myself tighten again.
I can never last too long when he comes to me.
“Rey,” I say, my voice coming out in shallow breaths. “I am going to—”
“With me. Please.”
He pushes his thumb in my mouth, and I look at him confused. He then presses that same thumb on my clit, and I lose my mind.
That is the hottest thing he has done.
In a moment, he comes at that same time as mine, and we both groan as he falls on top of me.
“I love you,” he whispers over and over again as he rests his face in the crook of my shoulder, and I smile.
I love you too.
* * *
Reyansh and I collapsed after he was done cleaning both of us last night. I wanted to sort out a few things before I let him knowmy heart and what I had decided.
Because now was the time. Both of our mothers are leaving soon, and while they initially said that both of them came because they missed us, I knew that they knew something was wrong, if not the whole thing, and they wanted to fix it.
And if it weren’t for them, we would have separated long ago, and I would have regretted it so much.
So before they both leave, I needed to fix it. But two back-to-back orgasms had worn me out, and he was tired too. So, I fell asleep in his embrace, and the way he held onto me was saying things we couldn’t by words at the moment.
But something is weird.
Because the man who would kiss me good morning was no longer there. He felt a bit off in the morning, and that broke my heart.
It felt like we just had a one-night stand, and he was leaving me behind now, triggering what Chhavi had said to me, but I knew none of that was true.