“I’ll fuck your ass raw in front of them, so they know exactly what a broken slut you are for me.”
When he rams every thick inch of his monster cock inside me with one thrust, because I’mso fucking wet, it truly clicks for me.
I’ve wondered about it before. I’ve mulled over what it means.
But it’s that violent, consuming, dominating moment of sudden penetration that gives me my answer.
I don’t justlikethe rough way he fucks me. I don’t justenjoythe crude, filthy things he says. I don’t justget offon the submission.
When he fucks me like this, or talks to me like that, or inflicts pain and humiliation on me, I don’t feel used or degraded, I feelneeded.
When I drop into this space with him and give him total control, it’s as if the subjugation and viciousness strip away all complexity.
It’s not about being impressive, or perfectly polished. It simply boils down to beingwanted,in its purest form.
And God help me, that might be the biggest rush of my life.
My drug of choice.
My everything.
When he fucks the shit out of me, his grooved hips and abs slapping against my ass, I’m not “giving in”.
I’m letting go.
When he grabs my hair in a fist or pinches my nipples or slaps my face or shoves his fingers into my greedy mouth, he’s not humiliating me.
He’s setting me free.
He’s allowing me to come undone.
To shatter.
To fall.
And the single most fucked-up part of all of this is that when Vaughn Bancroft is chasing me through the dark, or hurting me, or fucking me into submission, I trust him more than I’ve ever trusted anyone in my life.
I let go.
I detach.
That'swhy I allow myself to sink into the dark place we create together.
I cry out when he pushes a wet finger against my asshole, squirming and struggling and then gasping when his finger finally sinks into me. I moan when he fucks me harder into the floor, and pulls my hair rougher, and pushes a second finger into my ass.
Drugs or not, it’s like being completely reborn.
“Be a good girl and break for me, princess. Let me feel your slutty little holes come for me. Fucking shatter for me.”
The world goes still. The roaring in my ears thins to a high whine. My heart stops and my lungs tighten.
He pushes two fingers from his other hand into my mouth. And suddenly, with my mouth, my pussy and my ass filled with him, I’m gone.
Shattering into a million fucking pieces.
The orgasm thunders through me like a tsunami, sweeping me away and dragging me under as I drown in the delicious release. Vaughn roars, ramming his huge cock into me as I feel him tense up and then start pulsing deep inside. I cry out when I feel his hot cum spill deep into my pussy, then he pulls out and sprays the rest over my ass, my pussy, my back, and my thighs.
Reality has no meaning. The world is blurred and swimmy.
