Tears leaked out of the corners of his eyes and he made the most beautiful sound I’d ever heard—vibrating right through his throat and begging me to give him what he really wanted—and fuck if I could ever deny him.
I dragged my fingers out of his mouth and shoved my sweatpants down to my thighs, keeping my other hand fisted in his hair to hold him in place. I’d gone commando after my shower, and the minute I freed it, the anaconda leapt out and smacked my abs, then bobbed down toward Noah’s mouth, too fat and heavy to stay upright all on its own.
“Please, G,” Noah whispered, staring at it like he was entranced. “Can I?”
“This is all for you, slave,” I promised, giving it a stroke because I fuckingneededto by now. Then I pressed it against his lips before he could thank me, just like I’d done with the chocolate, because I needed to be inside his mouth even more. “Open up, Noe.”
Not that I needed to say it. He’d already parted those plush lips for me, inviting me right in and shooting me a look of pure, shining gratitude that made my heart swell and my balls tingle and my cock light up from the inside out.
And holy… fucking…Christ. Once I actually got inside his mouth? It wasn’t a blowjob. My cock had just entered the pearly gates of heaven. Noah’s mouth had felt fucking amazing on my fingers, but the mind-blowing perfection of having all that sucking, slurping, sloppy-wet heat wrapped tight around my dick was something else altogether. It was going to fuckingwreckme.
“Jesus,” I gasped, my knees going a little weak before I managed to get my shit together and lock them in place. “So good.”
I grabbed his jaw, running a thumb over his lower lip where it stretched wide around my cock, then grinned down at him when he started making muffled, sexy-as-fuck sounds of desperation, deep in his throat.
Begging sounds.
Please-Master-give-me-more sounds.
Your-massive-cock-is-the-sole-reason-I-exist sounds.
“You like that, baby? You want to choke on your master’s cock? Show me how good you can make me feel?”
I wasn’t gonna actually make him choke on it. Not this time. I had visions of someday teaching him to deep-throat me, of burying myself so far down his throat that I’d feel his collar constricting the snake, but let’s be real, I was so fucking big—not just long, but wide, too—that he could barely get the first few inches in on this first go-around. He also had zero cocksucking skill and even less finesse, but did I give a shit? Not even one. There was nowhere my dick would rather be right now than right where it was, especially when he whined for me again, needy and desperate and perfect.
My hips snapped forward in response, making him gag all over again... and fuck if it wasn’t the greatest feeling my cock had ever known, because… because it wasNoah, and because he needed this, and because it wasn’t just about me getting off—although fucking Christ, I was going to be doing that any fucking moment now—it was also about me taking care of him like I’d always been meant to.
“Jesus,” I gritted out, suddenly hit by the undeniable fact that I wasn’t gonna last.Me, the fucking king of stamina. “Noah, fuck,Noe,” I gasped, curling over him as I almost shot.
I straightened up, panting, and dug my hands into his hair to try and slow shit down for a second.
It didn’t work.
Noah whined again, somehow managing to open even wider as he lunged forward and took another inch, his eyes locked on mine and his face looking just as blissed-out as the last time I’d let him have access to my cock.
Fuck it. I couldn’t deny him.
“You want my cum, baby? You gonna be a good boy for Daddy and drink it all down?”
Noah had been bracing himself as he sucked me—both hands on my thighs while I held him where I wanted him and used his mouth the way we both needed me to—but those questions seemed to hit him like he’d been fucking electrocuted. He moaned, deep and low in his throat—a vibration I couldfeel—and then his eyes rolled back, fingers digging into me like steel crampons as his grip tightened on my thighs in a spasm that shook his whole body.
Blistering heat shot down my spine like lightning, my balls pulling up so tight, so fast, that they fuckingconvulsedas they prepared to shoot. Because… holy fuck. Had my boy justcome? Hands fucking free?
“Jesus Jesus Jesus,Noah,” I gritted out, burying both hands in his hair as my hips slammed forward again, gagging him until he really did choke. And then I was coming, too—no further warning, no way in hell to hold it back, just coming like a goddamn firehose, giving him all the cum I’d just promised him and then some.
It was so good I almost blacked out, but that hot, wet mouth of his, sucking me through all of it, kept me tethered. It was, without a doubt, the greatest fucking orgasm of my life... and yet somehow, when I finally managed to stop thrusting into his mouth, the look of total peace and satisfaction on Noah’s face was somehow even better.
Because that look belonged to me.
I’dput it there.
And because it was Noah, who mattered to me more than anyone else in the world, and who I now realized was the actual reason my cock existed.
And also because seeing him like that told me for sure that I would be able to fix things—all the things, always—because that was a look I’d do abso-fucking-lutely whatever I had to do to see again. To seealways. To put on his face every goddamn day of the rest of both of our lives.
“Jesus,” I whispered, stroking his face, his hair, wanting to wrap him up and just… just smother him in all the post-sex endorphins that were flooding my body.
But instead, I forced myself to pull my snake out of its den—a motherfucking sacrifice that I was only willing to make so I could take care of what was mine—and pulled him up to his feet.
