My orgasm slammed through me like a goddamn freight train and the sight of my cum shooting out all over his sweet little body unleashed some kind of primal caveman bullshit inside me that took all my good sense and pounded it into oblivion. I didn’t even remember moving, but suddenly I was stretched out on top of him, pinning him down and kissing the ever-loving shit out of him like I could somehow use my mouth, my body, my sheer fuckingdeterminationto somehow… somehow…
Ownhim.
Claim him.
Keep him.
Which was almost as fucked up as the other shit about cherishing and protecting him that was going through my mind. I was so fucked.
… and maybe after the sex-high wore off, I’d actually give enough shits to start worrying about that.
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Sean
I was prettysure that I had to be dreaming. I mean, other than the fact that it didn’tfeellike a dream with Tyson’s weight pinning me down, and how slippery and gooey it was between us from all the mess, and how amazing his tongue felt in my mouth, and the fact that he was… he was…
Oh my God. Tyson Graham wasactually kissing me.
An excited squeaking sound came out of me before I could stop it and Tyson pulled back a little, his weight still keeping me secure but now just sort of staring down at me like he wasn’t quite sure how we’d ended up here, either. He wasn’t smiling, just staring, and all the amazing floaty feelings I’d just been swimming in disappeared in an instant.
I bit my lip, kind of wanting to cry. Was it over already? Had I done it wrong? I’d never been kissed before, so maybe I’d messed it up?
I definitely shouldn’t have squeaked. Whodidthat?
I blinked fast to keep the stinging in my eyes from spilling over into actual tears, hoping I wouldn’t end up looking like a needy little baby in front of him. I knew I shouldn’t be selfish since I’d never even expected him to want me at all, but… well, even if it was greedy of me, I still wished I could have had a little more of his attention. That he would have kept kissing me a little longer. That I wouldn’t have messed it up and made him stop so soon.
Itwasgreedy, but I couldn’t help it. No one had ever made me feel as good as Tyson did, and I didn’t just mean when he’d touched my… when he’d made me… well, what we’d just done.Thathad been amazing, but not just that. Living with Tyson this whole school year so far had been amazing. I never had to worry about whether or not he’d be mad at me, because he always told me exactly what to do and then was super nice to me when I did it.
Just thinking about making him happy made my heart start to race, and a warm feeling started to curl in my belly despite knowing I hadn’t done the kissing part very well. Maybe I could find a way to make it up to him?
“You’re overthinking, sweetness,” Tyson said, pushing my hair back off my forehead as he kept staring down at me. “Quit it.”
“Okay,” I said, the word popping out before I even had time to register what he’d said. It didn’t really matter what it was, though. Even if he was bored with kissing me already, it would still feel good to do whatever it was he wanted. And right now, he wanted me to… to… oh, right. To stop thinking so much. I could try? I bit my lip again, tryingreally hard. And actually, it wasn’t that hard, because at least he still wanted me to dosomething, and Tyson wanting anything from me at all always made me feel… well, like I was overflowing with even more of that warm wonderfulness that being around him always filled me up with.
I gave into it, focusing just on doing what he’d told me to, and let the feeling of satisfaction that brought on sweep through my body like a drug. My anxiety from a moment before disappeared, replaced by all sorts of lovely, melty feelings that I really didn’t have words for. It was nice, and even though the kissing and touching and coming bits were over, I still felt lucky… and not just because Tyson was still pinning me down and watching me.
Although okay, maybe a little bit because of that, too.
I reallywaslucky, though. Usually, after Tyson did something sexy with one of the guys he brought home, he was done with them. I was pretty sure I’d never seen him bring the same one by more than once and I knew I couldn’t expect to be any different, but since we lived together—I bit the inside of my cheek to stop another happy squeak from escaping about that—he’d still paysomeattention to me, right? I mean, even though he was done kissing me, he was stillhere.
“You’re still doing it, aren’t you?” Tyson asked, his dark eyes boring into me and making all that delicious warmth he’d sparked inside start to curl and twist low in my belly. It made me feel deliciously squirmy and… and okay, if I was being honest, a little bit excited again. Excited inthatway.
But he’d asked me a question, so I tried to focus. Oh, right. I nodded. Tyson was right. Iwasoverthinking again, wasn’t I?
“What did I tell you, babe?” Tyson asked, his voice all stern but a spark of something happy in his eyes that reassured me he wasn’t mad.
“Not… not to overthink?” I said, feeling breathless all over again and trying to ignore the way a certain part of me was hardening again. “Sorry. I’ll… I’ll quit now.”
The corner of Tyson’s lip quirked up, making him look so sexy that I forgot to breathe for a moment. Then—
“Good boy,” he murmured, leaning down to press his lips against mine again.
All the fluttery, floaty feelings I’d had when he’d come on me flooded through me all over again, making me gasp, and I could feel his smile against my mouth as he used my gasp to turn the sweet kiss into a more exciting one. I… I wasn’t going to be able to ignore what was happening with my thing for very much longer, was I? Not with as hard as it was getting now that he was kissing me likethat.
Then Tyson stopped kissing me, propping himself up on his elbows and giving me a devilish grin as he rolled his hips on top of mine. It made me moan. He was so much bigger than me, and he was hard down there again, too, and when he rubbed against me, it felt… it felt…
“So dirty, baby,” he whispered, doing that mind-blowing hip roll again. “You like how that feels, your pretty little cock all slick with my cum?”
