1940
1
PARIS, FRANCE
WEDNESDAY, MAY29, 1940
As long as she kept dancing, Lucille Girard could pretend the world wasn’t falling apart.
In the practice room at the Palais Garnier, Lucie and the others in thecorps de balletcurtsied to Serge Lifar, the ballet master, as the piano played the tune for thegrande révérance.
Lifar dismissed the ballerinas, and they headed to the dressing room, their pointe shoes softly thudding on the wooden floor, but more softly than ever. Since Germany had invaded the Netherlands and Belgium and France earlier in the month, dancers were fleeing Paris.
“Mademoiselle Girard?” the ballet master called in Ukrainian-accented French.
Lucie’s breath caught. He rarely singled her out. She turned back with a light smile full of expectation and a tight chest full of dread. “Oui,maître?”
Serge Lifar stood with the erect bearing of a dancer in his prime and the authority of the choreographer who had returned the Paris Opéra Ballet to glory. “I am surprised you are still in Paris. You are American. You should go home.”
Lucie had read the notice from US Ambassador William Bullitt inLe Matinthat morning. Yes, she could sail with the other expatriates on the SSWashingtonfrom Bordeaux on June 4, but she wouldn’t. “Thisismy home. I won’t let the Germans scare me.”
He glanced away, and a muscle twitched in his sharp-angled cheek. “The French girls would gladly take your place.”
“Thank you for your concern for my safety.” Lucie dropped a small révérance and scurried off, across boards graced by ballerinas for over sixty years and immortalized in Edgar Degas’s paintings.
In the dressing room for thequadrille, the fifth and lowest rank of dancers, she squeezed onto a crowded bench. After she untied the ribbons of her pointe shoes, she eased the shoes off, wound the ribbons around the insteps, and inspected the toes for spots that needed darning.
Somber faces filled the dressing room, so Lucie gave the girls reassuring words as she shimmied out of her skirted leotard and into her street dress.
Lucie blew the girls a kiss and stepped into the hallway to wait for her friends in thecoryphéeand thesujet, the fourth and third ranks.
She leaned against the wall as dancers breezed down the hall. After six years at the Paris Opéra Ballet School, Lucie had been admitted to the corps de ballet at the age of sixteen. For ten years since, she’d felt the sting of not advancing to the next rank, tempered by the joy of continuing to dance in one of the four best ballets in the world.
“Lucie!” Véronique Baudin and Marie-Claude Desjardins bussed her on the cheek, and the three roommates made their way out of the building made famous by the novelThe Phantom of the Opera.
Out on avenue de l’Opéra, Lucie inserted herself between her friends to create a pleasing tableau of Véronique’s goldentresses, Lucie’s light brown waves, and Marie-Claude’s raven curls.
Not that the refugees on the avenue would care about tableaux, and Lucie ached for their plight. A stoop-shouldered man in peasant’s garb pulled a cart loaded with children, furniture, and baggage, and his wife trudged beside him, leading a dozen goats.
“What beasts the Germans are,” Marie-Claude said. “Frightening these people out of their homes.”
“Did you hear?” Véronique stepped around an abandoned crate on the sidewalk. “The Nazis cut off our boys in Belgium, and now they’re driving north to finish them off.”
Marie-Claude wrinkled her pretty little nose. “British beasts. Running away at Dunkirk and leaving us French to fend for ourselves.”
“Let’s go this way.” Lucie turned down a less-crowded side street. “It’s such a lovely spring day. Let’s not talk of the war.”
“What else can we talk about?” Véronique frowned up at the sky in the new Parisian mode, watching for Luftwaffe bombers.
At the intersection ahead, a blue-caped policeman carrying a rifle—still a jarring sight—checked a young man’s identity card.
“I wonder if he’s a German spy,” Véronique whispered, her green eyes enormous. “I heard a parachutist landed in the Tuileries yesterday.”
Lucie smiled at her friend. “If every report of a parachutist were true, the Germans would outnumber the French in Paris. We mustn’t be disheartened by rumors.”
In the next block, a middle-aged couple in expensive suits barked orders at servants who loaded a fancy automobile with boxes.
Marie-Claude brushed past, forcing the wife to step to the side. “Bourgeois beasts.”
