“And I’m gay. Ev and I both think men are super sexy,” he says, patting Will’s chest.
“Yes, indeed.” I look up and kiss Jax’s neck.
“What about me?” Emmett whines.
“And you.” I sit up and give Emmett a kiss.
“Whatever. It’s still weird.”
“Is grump being a grump?” Lizzy chimes in.
He cocks his head to the side, staring at her, and she laughs.
“Y’all’ve been so good, so far.”
“Y’all’ve? Wow! Can we contract any other words into one? You all have…Nope! Y’all’ve.” Jax teases. “And it’s because she was in her room most of the afternoon before she came down and started harassing your brother. So I had a reprieve.”
“Don’t you worry, boo boo grump, we have the entire week.”
“Yay,” he says deadpan.
Sighing, I grab Jax’s hand and place it on my stomach, then grab Emmett’s and place it on top of Jax’s and then mine on top of both of them. Emmett looks at me, then down at our hands like he knows exactly what I’m doing. I want them together with me so badly that I can barely sit still.
Emmett promised on the plane and I do still owe them a release. Fuck, how is it possible I am this horny? I think today alone I’ve had… I try to count how many orgasms I’ve had, but lose track. That’s a big fucking deal. My body shifts a little and I swear I feel Jax’s body tense and Emmett looks at me.
Like they know.
Like they can sense it.
Smell it.
When I glance at Callum and Knox, they’re in a deep conversation with Tony and Liz and Will and Beckett are groping each other while making out. It’s so cute. I know what a big deal this is for Will. I’ve talked to Beckett a few times since Will has officially come out in public, and he said he’s still having a hard time with public displays of affection. He’s still very guarded. But hopefully this is a sign that he feels comfortable around us. I mean, how can he not?
Emmett catches my attention and nods slightly to Jax. When I tilt my head up, I see him watching Will and Beckett. I look back at Emmett and pump my eyebrows. While we’ve never talked about it, I think we both want the same thing, but I don’t know if he’ll admit he wants Jax like that. Once he says it out loud, then it’s out in the world, not just in his head. And if it’s out of his head and in the world, then something could happen and he doesn’t want to cause problems if Jax doesn’t feel the same way.
“Wait! Wait! Wait!” Lizzy shouts, and we all look at her. “You had sex on the beach?”
I blush.
“Who had that on their bingo card?” Beckett chimes.
“Do you really have bingo cards?”
“Hell yea, I do. Sexy time bingo cards are a must when we’re in a sex den vacation house.”
“You make us sound like sex fiends.”
“How many orgasms have you had today?” Beckett retorts.
“That’s unfair.”
He bursts out laughing. “You don’t know, do you? Because you’ve had so many? Unbelievable.”
“Ask me how many I’ve had,” Lizzy says, waving her hand in the air.
“No,” Jax snaps.
“How many?” I glare playfully at Jax.