“You thought I’d be boring?” he says.
“You could never be boring. But I didn’t expect you’d teach me so much in the bedroom. And now I feel self-conscious,” I say as I sink down on top of him and take him inside me.
I thought riding him backward would be the most advanced lesson he’d give me.
I nearly scream when I feel his hands splay across my ass, and he spreads my ass cheeks apart.
“Oh, my God. I’m blushing.”
When his thumbs brush my sensitive skin, I completely lose it.
I piston my hips wildly, and I careen into oblivion with the biggest orgasm I’ve had yet. The sensation of Liam jerking inside me with his own climax only serves to continue my own high.
When the waves of ecstasy finally ebb, I crawl off of Liam and curl up into a ball at the end of the bed. I feel like making love with Liam is tearing me apart and putting me back together again in the best way possible. Like I’m becoming a better version of myself.
“I had no idea what I was signing up for,” I murmur.
He shifts his body so we’re lying face to face.
“Too much?” he asks me.
“No.” I kiss him. “The opposite. I’m scared it will never be enough.”
CHAPTEREIGHTEEN
Liam
I’m scared it will never be enough.
Haley took the words right out of my head.
I could make love to her every day for the rest of my life, and I’d still want more.
And yes, I’m now calling what we’re doing making love.
Not out loud.
I don’t want to scare Haley off.
But fucking is not what this is.
This is life-altering sex.
And I need to take a step back, or I’m going to lose my mind.
I have to get a handle on my emotions before we reach Wild Ranch in Montana. I’m quickly losing control of the steel bars I put around my heart when I got divorced. Haley is breaking those bars one by one, and I can’t imagine saying goodbye to her in just a few days.
* * *
The next morning, before we leave Colorado, we go for a mountain hike.
The scenery is gorgeous.
Aspens, willows, majestically tall pine trees.
Bright blue sky and frequent sightings of deer and elk in the distance.
And the woman next to me is taking my breath away.
