The moment we meet, it’s like fireworks going off inside me. It feels like my heart is being reconstructed into something completely new. Whole. Healed. Maybe that's dramatic, but that's how this feels for me.
She whimpers, moving her soft lips against mine. I moan, trying to hold myself back from deepening the kiss, letting Lexi take her time to explore my mouth. She runs her tongue along the seam of my lips, asking me to let her in, and I do.
I know this is Lexi’s first kiss, and I want it to be everything she's dreamed of.
Our tongues tangle together, her breathing picking up as she kisses me harder. I go at her pace, following her lead.
My head spins in the most delicious way. She tastes so damn sweet, I know I’m going to become addicted to her kisses.
“Whoa.” She pulls back breathless, both of our chests heaving as we catch our breath. “I wanna do a lot more of that.”
I can’t help but chuckle, a deep belly laugh. “Baby, we can do whatever you want, whenever you want.”
She chews on her lower lip, her pupils dilated. If we keep kissing like this, I know it’s going to push her deeper into her heat.
“Anything?”
“Anything,” I promise.
“Emmett.” She whispers my name as I rub the pad of my thumb against her lips.
“Yes, baby?” I murmur, ready to fucking explode with happiness.
“Will you help me through my heat? I-I don’t wanna do it alone.”
“Of course,” I answer without hesitation, even though a flood of nerves hit me. I want to make this perfect for her, to be able to help her in all the ways that she needs.
Yes, I had sex a lot when I was younger, but it was never for pleasure. Always for work, or the few times I was taken against my will. I’m not exactly experienced, so I don’t know if I’ll be enough.
I just need to get out of my head and go with my natural instincts.
I’m more excited than nervous.
“Really?” Her eyes search mine. “You’re not just agreeing because you feel like you have to? Because if you don’t want to, I can use the toys.”
“No toys.” I lean in and kiss her, unable to get enough of her. She already has me addicted. “Only me.”
“Only you,” she breathes against my lips, a sigh of contentment and need. “Emmett?”
“Yes, baby.”
“I need you.”
I pull back with concern. “Are you slipping back into the haze?”
She shakes her head. “Not yet. But I want our first time to be when I’m fully aware. I want to remember everything.”
A low growl rumbles in my chest. “Fuck, Lexi,” I groan. “I want you so damn bad.”
“Then take me.” She grins, and fuck, that smile is so damn beautiful.
She giggles as I stand and throw her over my shoulder. “You’re such a caveman,” she laughs. “Is this how it’s going to be from now on? My legs aren’t going to work anymore if you keep carrying me everywhere."
“Oh, your legs aren't going to work, alright, because I plan on making you feel so damn good your body is going to feel like jelly.” I chuckle, then groan as a wave of her perfume hits me, filling my nostrils with her sweet scent. My mouth waters, wanting to taste that slick for myself.
I know she’s going to taste better than anything I’ve had before.
“Emmett!” she gasps, and I chuckle as I carry her through the cabin and to the nest.
