My balls cramped, desperately needing to come.
“Please, Kite. Give me what you’re hiding.”
Needing this over, craving silence from her all-consuming emotions, I drove faster.
Nila moaned as I reached between her legs, rubbing her clit while fucking her with no mercy.
It took two seconds for her to detonate.
Her eyes rolled back, she stopped breathing, and every molecule of her body exploded.
“Fuuuuck,” I grunted as her pussy contracted hard and strong around my cock.
I didn’t stand a chance.
I came.
Bliss and pleasure hurtled me into the stratosphere where no thought existed. Together we unravelled, spiralling deeper into chaos.
I didn’t care about anything. We journeyed to fucking utopia in each other’s arms.
Our hearts thundered against each other, speaking in Morse code just how precious this was. However, beneath the blistering contentment, I cursed myself to hell.
As my seed splashed inside her, all I could think about was the way I’d stolen her right to be a mother. I’d injected her to save her. But now it felt like a coward’s actions.
The Grim Reaper himself danced over my spine as another thought came to me.
If shehadbeen pregnant, her child—mychild—would’ve been murdered.
And nothing on earth could ever make that okay.
This has to end.
When our orgasms faded, I fisted her hair, forcing her to open her eyes. “Look at me.”
She breathed hard, staring into my gaze with melted heaven and sweetest satisfaction. “I’m looking, Jethro. And despite everything you do...Iseeyou.”
“I know you see; that’s why I need you to promise me something.”
“Anything.”
Familiar ice filled me at the thought of what I had to do. I had to be smart. I had to win. Because there would be no second chance—for either of us.
“Outside of this room, I will continue to be cruel. I will continue to do what is expected of me. You have to trust me.”
She stiffened. “You’re saying after what just happened, things are going to go back to the way they were?”
I nodded. “They have to. Until I can do what’s needed.”
Her eyes narrowed. “And what are you going to do?”
I kissed the tip of her nose and hoped to God I’d made the right choice.
Please, give me strength.
“I’m going to do what I should’ve done a long time ago.”
Kill my motherfucking father.
