"It's fine. You don't have to do anything you don't want to. I'm sorry. It was a stupid thing to suggest."
Something snaps inside me. "Actually, you know what? Pass it over."
"Are you sure?"
I catch myself nodding firmly in the mirror. "I am." Normally, I wouldn't dream of doing something like this. But nothing about this situation falls under normal, and after the year from hell I've had, fuck it. It's about damn time for me to push myself out of my comfort zone. "I want to do it."
"Okay. If you're sure?"
"I am."
"I'm going to slide the dildo through the opening in the door."
The orange monster pokes through, just barely squeezing through the slit.
I take it from Kip.
He clears his throat. "Like I said, I won't watch, but do you mind if I…instruct you?"
I've never been 'instructed' before so I'm not really sure what it entails, but by the way my dick is swelling in my pants, I'm open to giving it a try.
"Sure."
"Great. If I tell you to do anything you don't want to do, just tell me. Say no, that's not for me. I'll back off immediately."
"I will."
The crazy thing is I didn't for a second worry about that. It's like I somehow knew Kip wouldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do.
"Okay, let's start with getting you naked. Take off whatever clothes you've got on."
The depth of Kip's sonorous voice sends tingles whistling throughout my entire body. If only Sky could see me now?—
Actually, no. I'd rather he didn't.
In fact, I'm happy no one can see me. Not even Kip. I think that's the only reason why I'm doing this wild and crazy and totally un-me thing.
I take off my hoodie and briefs. "Clothes are off."
"Good."
My cock twitches.
Jesus, how can I be getting turned on so much by this man's voice? Is vocal kink even a thing?
Now what?
"Now I want you to take the dildo and mount it to the wall."
"Mount it?"
"Yeah. See the base, how it flares out and is disc-shaped? It's like that so you can press it to a wall and fuck yourself with it."
I was wondering about that. "O-okay. Which wall?"
He thinks about it for a minute. "The one opposite the mirror. Get down on your hands and knees and stick the dildo at whatever height lines up with your ass."
His voice deepens when he saysass, and that's exactly where I feel it. Tingles of anticipation run through me.
