“Is that why you’re mad?” I asked him as I threw the cover off me and stood, no longer giving a shit that I was naked as the day I was born. “You wish you could remember?” I asked him scathingly.
“Yes!” Jett was on his feet. “Why aren’tyoumad?”
“Haven’t we made up for it?” I asked as I pointed at the crumpled bed as I stalked over to my shorts and looked around for my panties.
“No, you stupid girl,” he growled at me as he threw my panties at me. “Why the fuck would youwantto fuck me again?” he asked in bewilderment. “IknowI wouldn’t have been careful with you.”
This was horrifyingly awkward. I had just had some mind-blowing sex, which had now turned into this third-degree scorn I wasn’t prepared for. Forgoing the flimsy panties, I pulled the shorts up my legs. “Well, I came back for more, you can relax.” I fastened the top button as I looked for my top.
“Ava?” Jett took a step toward me. “Ava.” His finger slipped under my chin, tilting my head back to look at him. “How do you know I didn’t hurt you?” he asked me gently. “How do you know yougaveme it? What if Itookit? Fuck, Ava, what if I took it?”
I couldn’t cope with his uncertainty. He was so vulnerable right now. He looked likeIhad been the one to causehimpain. “I know you never forced me.” My hand caught his, and I placed it over my naked breast so he could feel my heart pounding.“My mind doesn’t remember,” I told him as I searched his eyes so that he would understand what I was telling him was the truth. My hand cupped the side of his face as I tried to give him comfort. “But my bodydoes. Mybodyremembers you, and that’s how I know.” I sighed as I stared into his eyes. “I know you would never have hurt me, not like that, or asked me to do anything I wasn’twillingto do. You only took what I gave, Jett.”
Jett’s mouth crashed down on mine, his lips devouring me as his hands slid into my hair, moving my head, angling where he wanted it, allowing him to deepen the kiss. His moan was low in his throat as one of his hands slid down my side, tearing at the button on my shorts, pushing them to the ground.
I was turned and lifted, pressed against the wall, and then he was pushing inside me again.
“Condom,” I gasped as I tore my mouth from him.
“You’re a virgin, and I’m negative,” he growled against my skin as he moved further inside me, my body still not used to his size stretching me. “Shit, I never knew it could feel this fucking good.”
“I’m your first without a condom?” I asked in surprise as my back arched and he began to piston his hips into mine.
“Yeah.” Jett’s head was lowered as he watched himself fuck me. “Your pussy’s gonna suck me dry,” he moaned as his head lifted and he met my gaze. His hand on my hip dug into my skin, but his other hand caressed my face softly. “You okay?”
I nodded as I moved in rhythm with him. “I’m good,” I promised.
“Yeah, you are.” His lips covered mine, and there was nothing more to be said as we both took what we needed from the other, falling apart together, over and over until we finally fell asleep, exhausted.
Chapter 32: Jett
I woke up to Ava curled around me, her head on my chest, her hair splayed out over my shoulder, her leg hooked around mine. She was fast asleep, and I wasn’t complaining about how right it felt to have her lying on me, sleeping beside me.
My hand trailed down her spine, relishing in the touch of her soft skin. Her slender body pressed into mine was comfortable. More than comfortable.
I took her virginity. I’d almost fucking died when she told me last night. It made sense now, the complete awkwardness of her, the hard, angry stares. I took her innocence on that Friday, was a complete fucking bastard to her the morning after, and then on the Monday afternoon, she sees me with my dick in someone else’s mouth.
Why the hell was she in my bed now? I’d been a complete asshole to her. Her head moved on my chest, and I felt the soft kiss pressed to my chest.
“Hey,” I spoke to her softly. “You awake?”
“Mm-hmm.” Ava stretched, which only made my body more aware of hers.
My dick woke up. I’d fucked her so much last night, I was surprised it stirred. Ava moaned softly as she felt me harden.
“Does it ever stop?” she groaned as she burrowed her head into my neck.
“You make me want to fuck you,” I teased her as I eased her off me. I didn’t expect her flush to make me happy. “You sore?” I asked her as my hand was already smoothing over her hips, cupping her ass.
“Yes.” Ava opened her eyes and laughed at me. “Have we slept at all? You wentallnight.”
“Wewent all night,” I corrected her as I moved my head to lap at her breast. “The time in the shower was your fault.” Isucked her nipple into my mouth, my teeth grazing her slightly. Ava’s back arched in pleasure, her body rising to meet me. “The last time was your fault because you wanted to be, and I quote,adventurous.” I grinned as she hid her face, laughing in embarrassment.
“I always wanted to know what reverse cowgirl felt like,” she mumbled behind her hands.
“And now you know.” I moved up her body again, noting the marks from the bites and the bruises from either my mouth or my hands gripping her to me. She was the poster girl for freshly fucked, and I knew any guy would take one look at her and think it was open season. I wasn’t ready for the surge of possession I felt for her. It was so strong it shocked me slightly.
“What is it?” Ava asked me, her hand reaching out and stroking my face. “Why the frown?”