Page 81 of All We Never Had


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“Okay,” I said with a smile. A sad, but genuine one. I had been eager to get this tattoo. I’d been saving for it for a while.

Cole handed me his phone, and I took a moment to look at the sketch.

“Damn,” I mumbled. “This is amazing.”

“What do you think about the vines on the cage?”

“Yeah, looks better than I had imagined.”

“Are you still thinking right forearm?”

“I wanted to start another sleeve, I think. I’m not sure.”

“It’s definitely got potential for a whole piece. And the forearm should be big enough to get the details that you want.”

I nodded and caught Enoch shifting in my peripheral.

“You wanna see, Enoch?”

Enoch nodded and crossed the room to stand behind the couch. I could feel his presence as he leaned over my shoulder to view the screen.

“Sorry, this is for a tattoo?” he asked hesitantly.

“Yeah,” Cole nodded with a smile. “Did all of Emory’s except the script on her forearm.”

I looked up over my shoulder at Enoch, whose gaze had landed on my covered arms. I hadn’t changed out of his black long-sleeved shirt from last night.

“Wow, how many tattoos do you have?”

Enoch seemed curious and I usually didn’t mind having my tattoos on display, but with the road rash and the scar buried beneath the ink, I wasn’t eager to feel that exposed. Of course, Cole knew about the scar, although he never really questioned me about it, just gave me a look like he knew it wasn’t from an accident with the half-truth I’d sold all my friends about coming from an abusive family.

“Uh,” I paused to clear my throat. “Just a sleeve. On my left arm. But it looks like shit right now with all the scabs from crashing my bike—”

“Is anything deep? Do you think you’ll need touchup work?” Cole interrupted.

I shook my head. “No, I think it’ll be fine.”

Enoch and Cole both nodded.

“Is that like a crow or…?”

“It’s a raven.”

“And it’s eating…a heart?”

I nodded, feeling majorly uncomfortable explaining this.

He hummed in thought for a moment before straightening up. “Well, I can’t wait to see it once it’s done.”

“So, does this mean you’re not coming on the boat today?” Cole asked, glancing at Enoch before focusing on me.

“What?” I mumbled with confusion.

“That’s right, you’ve been AWOL in the group chat all week. We’re out on Lottie’s parents’ boat for the Fourth celebration.”

I curled my fingers around the hem of my shirt as a distraction from the guilty feelings in my chest.

“I didn’t mean to ignore everyone. I’ve just been busy is all.”