"Night pain in my ass."
"Yeah, but a pain in your ass that's going to help you pass this class."
As she hangs up, a smile lingers on my face as I burrow into the sheets.As controlling as her dad is, I'm sure he'd understand not doing so well in one class.And given what she told me, I think a strong argument could be made that it's the teacher and not her that's failing.
Bats in the belfry?Napalm?There's definitely something in his belfry if he thinks that'll help anybody learn.Shaking my head, I close my eyes and drift back off.
A sharp ping rings out, shattering the silence.I crack my eye open.Could she be sending me another formula she's struggling with?A concept she could just look up on the web?
Pulling my phone close to turn off notifications for the night, I pause.SwiftCart?I didn't order anything from them.Especially not this close to moving back to Colorado.Hell, I'm trying to pack up what I've already got.
As I scroll through, my curiosity turns to forbidden arousal.Sex toys.It's certainly not for me.It's for Lila.
She orders so infrequently that I forgot I had put her on my family plan.It started out as a way for her to get things she needed without her dad knowing, things I wouldn't tattle on her about.Before, she'd just use it for music he wouldn't like or romance novels he wouldn't want her to read.
Since she joined when she was underage, it made me approve every purchase as if I were a parent instead of her stepbrother.Even though she's nineteen, nearly twenty, it still considers her a dependent.Which means I'm still having to approve everything she buys.
I didn't care about anything she read or listened to.I've always been of the opinion to let people do what they want as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else or encroach on their freedoms.As far as I know, she never realized I was always behind the scenes saying yes to her micro-rebellions.
I'm sure if she did, she wouldn't be buying smutty things like Snowed In With the Knotty CEO or Knotted and Bound by the Dominating Daddy.Yeah, the titles made my dick twitch, and if I'm being honest, it was odd but a little arousing knowing my stepsister liked strong, deviant Alphas.But that was books.It was harmless.
This time, however, I'm now staring at massive dildos and knot stretchers, thick silicone cocks in a vast array of sizes, some with obscenely large knots at the base.Something I never expected to see on my phone.They're all in various lengths and thicknesses, as if she can't decide which one she wants to try first.
I shift uncomfortably, my cock stirring despite my exhaustion.Blood rushes south as unwanted images flood my brain, and just as quickly, I shove them out before they can take erotic form.What in the hell could she be needing all this for?I know she's stressed about this final, but I'm not sure if that's quite the sort of relief I expected her to seek out.
Scrolling a bit further, I pause on the last item.It's a kit that looks innocuous on the surface, but is anything but when you actually read the description.Beginner to Advanced Knotting Collection.Complete with a training dildo that inflates to mimic a real knot locking inside her, stretching her out until she's helplessly tied to it.
Well fuck.
That just tells me way more than I needed to know about my stepsister's private life, and way too much about what she fantasizes about when she touches herself.Does she picture an Alpha pinning her down, forcing his knot into her tight heat while she whimpers and begs?But of course she does.It’s the plot of every book she reads.
I scrub a hand over my face, willing away the unwanted stirring of arousal.She's an adult.She can buy whatever the hell she wants.It's none of my business what she does with it.It’s certainly none of my business how she'll look with her pussy stretched obscenely around fake knots, training herself like a good little omega.
Groaning, I hit approve on the order before I can think too much about it, then close the app and toss my phone onto the nightstand.My cock is half-hard now, and I refuse to acknowledge why.If I let myself go down that path… but that’s simply too dangerous.
I'm just tired.That's all this is.It’s just exhaustion making me react to things I shouldn't.Once I get some sleep, I'll forget all about this, and when I see her at Christmas, everything will be normal.
Just like it should be.
Chapter3
Lila
Huge.Ginormous.Monstrous.And that's just the small one.Glancing over at the full size, my heart squeezes so hard I stop breathing for a moment.It doesn't help that my pussy clenches in need and want as I study the thick phallus.If slick already dampens my underwear just from looking at it, I can only imagine what it would feel like forcing its way inside me.
But then… it’s still so huge.Why the fuck did I think I'd be able to handle this?Why the fuck did I think they’d be smaller?
Sitting down on the edge of my bed, I run my finger down the smooth silicone.At least it's not hard and unyielding.Perhaps it'll squish down and fit?Fat chance.I shake my head as I study the package.Beginner, intermediate, advanced.
Advanced what?Advanced cock-slut who can take every inch and beg for more?That's not me.That's not something I think I'm capable of.Not yet, at least.Squinting, I look back down at the beginner, but even that seems larger than life.
I hold it in my palm, examining the ridges and bumps as well as the thick veins that surround it.Honestly, it looks identical to the other two except for being a much smaller size.
Is it possible they used a mold of the advanced one and then sized it down for the other two?Heat fans my cheeks as I put the smaller one down and grip the full-size.My fingers barely wrap around the girth.He must be an impressive Alpha to have a cock like this.
Slick trickles out of my swollen pussy as I touch the dildo and close my eyes, imagining someone this long and girthy taking my virginity.I fantasize about him pinning me down, forcing every thick inch into my pussy while I cry and beg, too tight, too much, but he doesn't stop until he's buried to the hilt.As enticing as that image is, however, I can't shake the unease coiling around my spine.
An Alpha this big would be big everywhere.He'd loom over me, covering me with his massive body, trapping me beneath his weight.He’d hold me down so I couldn’t escape when he shoved inside, forcing me to take it.And just like that, I'm back to being so turned on I let my fingers drift down the front of my pants to the clasp keeping them closed.
