Page 33 of Lessons in Falling


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I hadn’t gotten a single text or email since being with my parents. A few had come through including a call I sent straight to voicemail while I was in Blackstone Falls, but I hadn’t bothered sending them to Royce.

There was nothing new in them, just vague comments and an old picture from before Nessa left Nashville. Maybe Scott was bored, or maybe he’d finally grown up and moved on.

I’d take either at this point.

My phone vibrates, one eye popping open then the other when Royce’s name appears on the screen.

Thank God.

ROYCE: I realized I hate the snow. Chicago winters can suck it.

KINSLEY: That’s a rather amusing visual

ROYCE: Is it? Because now all I can think about is you

KINSLEY: Me doing what?

I settle backon the bed and grin as three little dots appear and then disappear.I hate that I miss him.

And more than that, I hate the easiness that we had. But maybe…

ROYCE: You sucking my cock

KINSLEY: I like how loud you get

ROYCE: I can’t help it

KINSLEY: You know what I think would be fun?

ROYCE: Tell me

KINSLEY: If you were playing one of your games

KINSLEY: While your cock was in my mouth

KINSLEY: And you had to keep quiet while also trying not to die

ROYCE: Yes

ROYCE: A thousand times yes

KINSLEY: I’ll get home tomorrow

ROYCE: I’ll be at your door the second you do

KINSLEY: Is that right?

ROYCE: You have no idea

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ROYCE

KINSLEY: I’m home

I’ve barely opened the message before stuffing my feet into my shoes and racing out of my apartment. My body aches to hold her and touch her—to feel her lose control for me.

I knock, my eagerness emphasized with every tap.