I wanna get her pregnant.
“I love you, too,” she moans.
I open my eyes. Maybe if I focus on her body, my mind will do me the favor of shutting the fuck up.
There they are. Pretty, round, brown. I grab her cheeks so hard, she cries out. Now I’m fucking her harder so her moans will drown out my thoughts. The ripples.Yes. I watch her ass jiggle. It moves like water. So fucking sexy.
Whap!
I know I hit her hard, because my palm is stinging. But she takes it, because she loves me.
Whap!
I slap the other cheek, and she takes it again. Like a good girl.
But I don’t know if that’s true.
A good girl would let me plant my seed.
Fuck.
Where did that even come from?
I’ve spent my entire sex life avoiding pregnancy. Elijah, may he rest in eternal peace, was an accident.
This right here? The way I’m feeling? The thoughts in my head?
Something must have possessed me.
“I love the way you take this dick,” I say, because it’s true. She takes it so fucking well.
Why won’t she take my seed, though?
She moans back, “I love the way you give it to me.”
I know. I can tell. That pussy is responsive as fuck. No complaints whatsoever.
But—
“Pussy so wet.”
I always say that. Because it’s always true. But I’m still trying to distract myself. Because now, in my mind’s eye, I can see my sperm. They’re swimming. Traveling. Searching. Trying to find that egg. And then they spot it, big and round and profound as the moon. They swim faster, and now my whole lower body is tingling. It’s scary how fucking good this shit feels. And then I see one of my swimmers pull ahead. The fastest one. He's determined, and I’m about to cum thinking about him. What the fuck.
I stroke her harder and faster. She’s getting louder, and so am I, and I barely recognize the sounds coming out of me, but she likes it, because she keeps saying Yes!, and she’s doing that thing where she squeezes her walls around me. Not that she needs to. I’m right at the edge.
Now I see it, even clearer now, like fuckin' IMAX clear…my guy is digging in, wriggling his way into her egg, and there! He’s in, and nature has its way, and cells divide, and my heart is pounding, and she’s throwing it back, and my body locks up, and I’m moaning, and I’m cumming, and I’ve never cum this hard in my life, and it feels better than anything in heaven or on earth, and fuck, I really,reallywanna get her ass pregnant. I need to.
It’s biology.
It’s evolution.
It’s my right as her husband.
Right?
Or maybe, hopefully, this is just some kinky shit I can think about when I’m fucking her, and it’ll go away after I nut, and everything will be normal again.
My forehead comes to rest on her back. My breathing is slowing, but my heart is still racing. That shit was intense.
