Everything hits me at once. Oh my God. Apparently I'm a dick sucker now. I can't believe I actually did that.
In real life. With my actual mouth. On an actual person.
And I did it with so much ease it's almost embarrassing. I didn't hesitate. Because I wanted it.
Now I'm panicking because what if he thinks I'm easy?
Which is not true. At all.
It was insane, though. Too good.
I can hear his sounds replaying in my head.
I also really didn't expect him to be that… pretty. Down there.
Like, I don't have anything to compare it to. I've never done this with a guy before. I've only seen whatever you accidentally scroll past on the internet and immediately exit out of, but holy shit?
I wasn't ready.
Plus, now I get why he hasthatmuch confidence. I used to think, okay, relax, Fontana, it'snotthat serious.
Now I've seen him naked and yeah. It kind ofisthat serious. He has every right to be cocky. I want it again.
I don't even know what I want, exactly.
More of that? Less? Different? Closer? Further? I just know I want something from him. Everything and nothing at the same time.
I squeeze my eyes shut and rub my face hard. It's too early for this. Too early for memories like that to be playing on repeatin my head. Lorenzo drags himself off the bed and shuffles to the bathroom.
I take the chance to sit up, at least I try to. The second I move, Gio makes a low noise and pulls me straight back down.
His arm curls tight around my waist.
"Seriously, Gio?"
"Mm-hmm," he mumbles into my skin.
"Shut up, Rava. Your heart's going nuts."
"It's called suffocation," I say. But he isn't wrong. My heart is beating like crazy again.
"You're very dramatic," he adds.
I roll my eyes. "Get up, Gio. We're meeting the clients today, remember?"
"Fuck you, why would you say that out loud?"
"Because it's true."
"Because you're cruel."
I grin to myself. "Because we can't go in like this."
That gets him. He drags himself out of bed. A tiny laugh slips out of me because his hair is a disaster.
Some strands are literally sticking straight up. I didn't even know hair could do that naturally. You can clearly tell which side he was sleeping on. One half of his head is completely flattened, the other is chaos.
I turn away fast so he doesn't see me laughing. I head for my clothes and start getting dressed. The faster we get out of here, the better.
